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Monday, June 26, 2006 Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Listening to: Li Ke Qin-Yue Ban Xiao Qu

Hey to all my frenx who had been reading my blog... so sorry cos have not been updating for ages... will try to blog whenever i haf e time... haas.. try my best arx... so stress up in life... have been asking myself y am i born in dis world... will update some of my things now... hmmm.. working now... no longer studying anymore... dun haf e heart to study.. dun wanna waste my time n money... earning my own money n feed myself... i am no longer e 'Ah Xia Kia' tt i use to be last time.. independent now... but still its so difficult to be independent... haf to work hard for money... i am so use to the slacking life tt i use to haf... but still.. i have to adapt to the changes in life as time goes by... No choice.. dis is life... haas.. do i haf a choice??? World cup fever now arx... haas... did bet a little for some of the matches... haas.. but after tonight match Italy Vs Aus... no more gambling for mi... too stress n scary le... haf make my promise to dis particular person tt i wun bet anymore le... moi promise to u.... Dis particular person... haas... jus a close frenx to mi.... so many things happen.. lost my smile... since e day i met him... he found back moi smile.. haas... should i say its a gift from god or its just another joke from god again... haix... Euu once told mi u want mi to be happy n i will always be... :) I am just so afraid tt e one who make u happy will always end up the person who brought u pain n tears.. haas.. it happen to mi once b4... haas... No choice.. dis is life... suffering will make us grow up yeah... dis is wad i always believe... Saving hard for money to go for my hong kong trip arx... how i hope i can go for a holiday now... haix... too stress up in life... need some relax... n its gonna be a long holiday... argh~!!!! if only i m a millionaire... i will do tt... haas... Enough of my bubbling dreams.. lolx... Going 4 my basic theory test tml... all the best... haas.. but sure fail de la.. lolx... close 1 eye also noe.. wahahaha... got to slp soon...

| | |____. AhSHitErU //*| | |
11:03 AM

Saturday, January 14, 2006 Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Listening to: Ni Dao Di Ai Shui

Backie to blog... haas.. so long nvr blog le nor.. no time cum lazy.. working now at bugis... shag ar.. slack so long le now sunddenly go work.. can't get use to it.. haix.. no choice.. No work no money.. though i really enjoy being a ah sia kia.. haas.. but cannot na.. time for mi to gain my sales experience again... hees.. i'm 18 dis yr.. haas.. looking forward to my birthday cos i can enroll car le wor... haas..

Everyone is busy with their life now.. but still meet up when we have the time..

Was surprised when i receive the things he bought for mi when he was oversea at thailand n malaysia.. Haas.. winnie the pooh de bear n towel wor.. haha... i dunno when he will walk away but all i know is all of the memories is all i hold onto... But even if he betrayed me one day... i will just turned n walk away... I've learn how to let go after so much things happen... Letting go is not difficult but is just a matter of time.. how long euu actually take to let go... It may hurtz during that period of time.. but i know i will still recover... Haas..

| | |____. AhSHitErU //*| | |
9:56 AM

Monday, December 26, 2005 Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Listening to: Zhou Jie Lun-Feng

I'm backie to blog.. miss mi?? hahas.. slacking my life away now.. haix.. can't find a job suitable for mi sia... be my ah sia kia for the time being first ba.. hees.. Wow.. so many things happen sia.. Hmm... Mi n kwang de tin settle le nOr.. I should not hate him sia.. without him.. i wun be what i am now.. learn how to be stronger each day and have the courage to face everything.. Its time for mi to forget the hatred and continue walking straight down the road and never look back again.. Without him, i wun know wad is happy, sad and hurtx... I've learn to be stronger each day.. Thanks for the memories n everything... N u've been a great friend too... Thanks~!

Without Mabel, I wun know i've change so much dis month after kwang de tin happen... thanks for the brain washing and let mi realise i am no longer the last time de mi.. got character.. wan means wan dun wan means dun wan.. take it or leave it.. haas.. thanks bel... i promise tt i will find back the real mi... ur real baobei.. haas.. the cheerful mi.. n not now de mi.. drink my life away.. thanks...

Its gonna be 2006.. a new yr.. n of cos a brand new mi~!!! Haas..

| | |____. AhSHitErU //*| | |
12:35 PM

Friday, December 09, 2005 Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Listening to: Xu Jie Er-Wo Ke Yi Ren Shou

Wow... Dunno how many donkey months nvr update le nor.. lolx.. damn lazy.. hees.. anyway.. i'm back... So many things happen wor.. jobless for a1 mth.. But found a job now... Starting work on Monday wor.. Hope everything will go smooothly for me..

Went lighthouse yesterday to celebrate yeow ping and mannde birthday.. Went to tamp mall to haf my first performance singing wor.. Haas.. was damn scare and paiseh sia.. lolx... Lau came down nor.. but too bad he miss my singing.. haix..

There is sth which i'm still not clear now... Haix.. Out of no where.. Kwang come back again.. Haix... Sometimes is not i dun wanna believe u sia.. is that the same old thing happen too many times le... How the hell u want me to believe nor?? Haix.. Anyway.. he say he will prove it... but i i dun seems he is proving it to mi nor.. Say that got sms me say he go outfield all this tin... but i nvr receive the msg ma.. Aiya.. its not important whether its a misunderstanding or what le.. cos we are over le.. told mabel that he still want mi back... eh.. please la.. want mi back then fucking hell go do sth la... Actions speak louder than words sia.. Haix.. forget it.. say him make my blood boil nia..

Also dunno why lau will contact me back sia.. out of no where also.. Hai yo... Want go all go off la hoh.. wan come back all come back.. Haix..

Mum went for neck operation... The operation was successful nor.. Haas.. Thank god sia..

Life is a nature of sunshine, rain with tearsdrop on it that come with heart pain of someone i miss but he dunno n will not miss me.. So when starz hide behind the moon heart will turn grey for the hurt.. but remember i will always be there for euu when u need someone..

| | |____. AhSHitErU //*| | |
11:17 AM

Monday, October 31, 2005 Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Listening to: Ocean-You Gu Shi De Ren

Bloggie time.. This few days so many things happen nor.. Haix.. Celebrate Yan Ling's birthday at 304.. hahas.. Bought a cake for her.. lolx.. In the end.. the cake was used to sabo everyone sia.. lolx.. Celebrate ShiYing's birthday at Lighthouse.. Hope she will enjoy nor.. Ah ting quarrel with her husband nor.. Haix.. She cry till very jia lat nor.. See le very heart pain.. Haix.. No matter what.. still have to bear with it for the sake of the child.. Haix..

Something is not right with my father sia.. Damn pissed off with him.. Missing for 2 days.. Hp off.. Cannot contact him.. haix.. Think he dun wan the family le nor.. Never Mind.. I will remember this for life.. Hmphx.. We actually suspect that he got another girl outside nor.. if not 2 days nvr come back.. go where change and bath.. Keep avoid my mum.. I make sure he regret... if he really want tt girl.. we will let him go de.. dun come back find us if got anything happen.. Fuck care him ar.. 17 years of my life... he nvr do his responsiblity as a father.. Just give me money.. and never try to understand me... No matter how much he gave.. he will nvr be able to pay me back what he own.. Haix.. Forget it.. This is life.. Haix..

| | |____. AhSHitErU //*| | |
12:27 AM

Wednesday, October 26, 2005 Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Listening to: Wei She Mo Xiang Ai Den Ren Bu Neng Zai Yi Qi

Backie.. Damn shag... not enough sleep.. haix.... Hmmm... Pei Bing came back Hougang yesterday nor.. So we ton together with her till morning nor... She is really a joker sia.. lolx.. Haas... Her thinking change alot nor.. I think all these must thanks to her bf.. without her bf.. she wun be what she is now...

Went to Monsoon at bugis today... Darn it.. was supposed to be kelly's friend model wor.. but we went late.. So she say not enough time.. ask us come next week.. wtf?? Should have told us earlier ma.. Haix.. Ask us come back next week.. Forget it... I rather spent money to rebond it myself.. better than that.. Haas.. Hmmm... Saw an incident today nor at Hougang Mrt Station.. My heart so pain sia when i talk about this.. Haix.. An old man actually fell down on the escalator(dunno how to spell).. Yeow Ping, Michelle and I was so stunt to saw that and we did not know what to do sia.. Haix.. He tried to stand up.. but he roll down sia.. then we were hoping he wun roll all the way down nor.. He knock onto his head too... Wah.. I was damn sad when i saw tt.. Haix.. We faster went up and help him.. His Head was bleeding and alittle swollen nor.. His hand bleed also leh.. Wah.. Then Yp and i faster take tissue help him clean his blood nor... Michelle called the ambulance.. The staffs working at there came... Help him take his plastic bag.. Omg.. the plastic bag is so heavy nor.. Wah.. really very sad to saw this nor.. Haix.. God bless him.. Hope he will be alright... Haix.. When my mum or dad become old, i wun let them go out buy things alone nor.. After this incident, i learn tt i must protect them nor.. Haix.. Cos i dun wanna receive calls from Hospital.. Haix.. Choy.. touchwood... Haix..

God bless both of them will be alright.. ^ _-...

| | |____. AhSHitErU //*| | |
12:07 AM

Sunday, October 23, 2005 Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Listening to: Liang Jing Ru-Lu

Its been ages since i last update my blog... got a lot to say... Hmmm.. Haix... Went to let Janice Stead's Sis 'Suan Ming"... Should i actually feel happy or sad??? I dunno... Happy because i know how my life will be and which route should i take?? Sad because i know things which i dun wanna know... haix... not really i dun wanna know... But sometimes its actually difficult for ya to accept... but still haf to accept... Cos its fate... U have no choice but still haf to face it... haix... Though i actually know the answer to my question... but it actually only answer half of it... the other half still have to.................. haix... Well... forget it... Its heart aching... haix...

Just reach home... slack with cy and yeow ping.. chat alot.. So long nvr slack till so long and chat le nor... Haas... cy damn funny sia... BTH~!! hahas... Actually we wanted to go home le nor... but it started raining.. haas... So no choice but to slack till the rain stop... hahas.. lolx..

Dun actually understand why u choose to do this... But still... As a friend... i can only advise u n the choice is still up to u... n pray tt u will be alright... Haix...

Will type out sth which i actually write it myself... Haas... Clever huh??? Haas..

Euu are near but yet so far
I can feel u but u can't feel me
Tat's the distance between us
Its just an illusion
Once everything is over
I still haf to wake up from my dreams
Though the memories are sweet
but i rather there ain't any memories
Its hurting
I maybe a guardian angel or even a fool to u
Its not important now anymore
but i know no matter what
You still be my good friend

Hahas... How izzit?? hahas.. But please ar.. dun copyright hoh... Specially written by WENNIE KHOO hoh... Hahas.. lolx...

| | |____. AhSHitErU //*| | |
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