~爱情里找不到公平~ PiNkYmEmOrY

2006-06-26T11:03:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Li Ke Qin-Yue Ban Xiao Qu

Hey to all my frenx who had been reading my blog... so sorry cos have not been updating for ages... will try to blog whenever i haf e time... haas.. try my best arx... so stress up in life... have been asking myself y am i born in dis world... will update some of my things now... hmmm.. working now... no longer studying anymore... dun haf e heart to study.. dun wanna waste my time n money... earning my own money n feed myself... i am no longer e 'Ah Xia Kia' tt i use to be last time.. independent now... but still its so difficult to be independent... haf to work hard for money... i am so use to the slacking life tt i use to haf... but still.. i have to adapt to the changes in life as time goes by... No choice.. dis is life... haas.. do i haf a choice??? World cup fever now arx... haas... did bet a little for some of the matches... haas.. but after tonight match Italy Vs Aus... no more gambling for mi... too stress n scary le... haf make my promise to dis particular person tt i wun bet anymore le... moi promise to u.... Dis particular person... haas... jus a close frenx to mi.... so many things happen.. lost my smile... since e day i met him... he found back moi smile.. haas... should i say its a gift from god or its just another joke from god again... haix... Euu once told mi u want mi to be happy n i will always be... :) I am just so afraid tt e one who make u happy will always end up the person who brought u pain n tears.. haas.. it happen to mi once b4... haas... No choice.. dis is life... suffering will make us grow up yeah... dis is wad i always believe... Saving hard for money to go for my hong kong trip arx... how i hope i can go for a holiday now... haix... too stress up in life... need some relax... n its gonna be a long holiday... argh~!!!! if only i m a millionaire... i will do tt... haas... Enough of my bubbling dreams.. lolx... Going 4 my basic theory test tml... all the best... haas.. but sure fail de la.. lolx... close 1 eye also noe.. wahahaha... got to slp soon...

2006-01-14T09:56:00.000-08:00

Listening to: Ni Dao Di Ai Shui

Backie to blog... haas.. so long nvr blog le nor.. no time cum lazy.. working now at bugis... shag ar.. slack so long le now sunddenly go work.. can't get use to it.. haix.. no choice.. No work no money.. though i really enjoy being a ah sia kia.. haas.. but cannot na.. time for mi to gain my sales experience again... hees.. i'm 18 dis yr.. haas.. looking forward to my birthday cos i can enroll car le wor... haas..

Everyone is busy with their life now.. but still meet up when we have the time..

Was surprised when i receive the things he bought for mi when he was oversea at thailand n malaysia.. Haas.. winnie the pooh de bear n towel wor.. haha... i dunno when he will walk away but all i know is all of the memories is all i hold onto... But even if he betrayed me one day... i will just turned n walk away... I've learn how to let go after so much things happen... Letting go is not difficult but is just a matter of time.. how long euu actually take to let go... It may hurtz during that period of time.. but i know i will still recover... Haas..

2005-12-26T12:35:00.000-08:00

Listening to: Zhou Jie Lun-Feng

I'm backie to blog.. miss mi?? hahas.. slacking my life away now.. haix.. can't find a job suitable for mi sia... be my ah sia kia for the time being first ba.. hees.. Wow.. so many things happen sia.. Hmm... Mi n kwang de tin settle le nOr.. I should not hate him sia.. without him.. i wun be what i am now.. learn how to be stronger each day and have the courage to face everything.. Its time for mi to forget the hatred and continue walking straight down the road and never look back again.. Without him, i wun know wad is happy, sad and hurtx... I've learn to be stronger each day.. Thanks for the memories n everything... N u've been a great friend too... Thanks~!

Without Mabel, I wun know i've change so much dis month after kwang de tin happen... thanks for the brain washing and let mi realise i am no longer the last time de mi.. got character.. wan means wan dun wan means dun wan.. take it or leave it.. haas.. thanks bel... i promise tt i will find back the real mi... ur real baobei.. haas.. the cheerful mi.. n not now de mi.. drink my life away.. thanks...

Its gonna be 2006.. a new yr.. n of cos a brand new mi~!!! Haas..

2005-12-09T11:17:00.000-08:00

Listening to: Xu Jie Er-Wo Ke Yi Ren Shou

Wow... Dunno how many donkey months nvr update le nor.. lolx.. damn lazy.. hees.. anyway.. i'm back... So many things happen wor.. jobless for a1 mth.. But found a job now... Starting work on Monday wor.. Hope everything will go smooothly for me..

Went lighthouse yesterday to celebrate yeow ping and mannde birthday.. Went to tamp mall to haf my first performance singing wor.. Haas.. was damn scare and paiseh sia.. lolx... Lau came down nor.. but too bad he miss my singing.. haix..

There is sth which i'm still not clear now... Haix.. Out of no where.. Kwang come back again.. Haix... Sometimes is not i dun wanna believe u sia.. is that the same old thing happen too many times le... How the hell u want me to believe nor?? Haix.. Anyway.. he say he will prove it... but i i dun seems he is proving it to mi nor.. Say that got sms me say he go outfield all this tin... but i nvr receive the msg ma.. Aiya.. its not important whether its a misunderstanding or what le.. cos we are over le.. told mabel that he still want mi back... eh.. please la.. want mi back then fucking hell go do sth la... Actions speak louder than words sia.. Haix.. forget it.. say him make my blood boil nia..

Also dunno why lau will contact me back sia.. out of no where also.. Hai yo... Want go all go off la hoh.. wan come back all come back.. Haix..

Mum went for neck operation... The operation was successful nor.. Haas.. Thank god sia..

Life is a nature of sunshine, rain with tearsdrop on it that come with heart pain of someone i miss but he dunno n will not miss me.. So when starz hide behind the moon heart will turn grey for the hurt.. but remember i will always be there for euu when u need someone..

2005-10-31T00:27:00.000-08:00

Listening to: Ocean-You Gu Shi De Ren

Bloggie time.. This few days so many things happen nor.. Haix.. Celebrate Yan Ling's birthday at 304.. hahas.. Bought a cake for her.. lolx.. In the end.. the cake was used to sabo everyone sia.. lolx.. Celebrate ShiYing's birthday at Lighthouse.. Hope she will enjoy nor.. Ah ting quarrel with her husband nor.. Haix.. She cry till very jia lat nor.. See le very heart pain.. Haix.. No matter what.. still have to bear with it for the sake of the child.. Haix..

Something is not right with my father sia.. Damn pissed off with him.. Missing for 2 days.. Hp off.. Cannot contact him.. haix.. Think he dun wan the family le nor.. Never Mind.. I will remember this for life.. Hmphx.. We actually suspect that he got another girl outside nor.. if not 2 days nvr come back.. go where change and bath.. Keep avoid my mum.. I make sure he regret... if he really want tt girl.. we will let him go de.. dun come back find us if got anything happen.. Fuck care him ar.. 17 years of my life... he nvr do his responsiblity as a father.. Just give me money.. and never try to understand me... No matter how much he gave.. he will nvr be able to pay me back what he own.. Haix.. Forget it.. This is life.. Haix..

2005-10-26T00:07:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Wei She Mo Xiang Ai Den Ren Bu Neng Zai Yi Qi

Backie.. Damn shag... not enough sleep.. haix.... Hmmm... Pei Bing came back Hougang yesterday nor.. So we ton together with her till morning nor... She is really a joker sia.. lolx.. Haas... Her thinking change alot nor.. I think all these must thanks to her bf.. without her bf.. she wun be what she is now...

Went to Monsoon at bugis today... Darn it.. was supposed to be kelly's friend model wor.. but we went late.. So she say not enough time.. ask us come next week.. wtf?? Should have told us earlier ma.. Haix.. Ask us come back next week.. Forget it... I rather spent money to rebond it myself.. better than that.. Haas.. Hmmm... Saw an incident today nor at Hougang Mrt Station.. My heart so pain sia when i talk about this.. Haix.. An old man actually fell down on the escalator(dunno how to spell).. Yeow Ping, Michelle and I was so stunt to saw that and we did not know what to do sia.. Haix.. He tried to stand up.. but he roll down sia.. then we were hoping he wun roll all the way down nor.. He knock onto his head too... Wah.. I was damn sad when i saw tt.. Haix.. We faster went up and help him.. His Head was bleeding and alittle swollen nor.. His hand bleed also leh.. Wah.. Then Yp and i faster take tissue help him clean his blood nor... Michelle called the ambulance.. The staffs working at there came... Help him take his plastic bag.. Omg.. the plastic bag is so heavy nor.. Wah.. really very sad to saw this nor.. Haix.. God bless him.. Hope he will be alright... Haix.. When my mum or dad become old, i wun let them go out buy things alone nor.. After this incident, i learn tt i must protect them nor.. Haix.. Cos i dun wanna receive calls from Hospital.. Haix.. Choy.. touchwood... Haix..

God bless both of them will be alright.. ^ _-...

2005-10-23T05:57:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Liang Jing Ru-Lu

Its been ages since i last update my blog... got a lot to say... Hmmm.. Haix... Went to let Janice Stead's Sis 'Suan Ming"... Should i actually feel happy or sad??? I dunno... Happy because i know how my life will be and which route should i take?? Sad because i know things which i dun wanna know... haix... not really i dun wanna know... But sometimes its actually difficult for ya to accept... but still haf to accept... Cos its fate... U have no choice but still haf to face it... haix... Though i actually know the answer to my question... but it actually only answer half of it... the other half still have to.................. haix... Well... forget it... Its heart aching... haix...

Just reach home... slack with cy and yeow ping.. chat alot.. So long nvr slack till so long and chat le nor... Haas... cy damn funny sia... BTH~!! hahas... Actually we wanted to go home le nor... but it started raining.. haas... So no choice but to slack till the rain stop... hahas.. lolx..

Dun actually understand why u choose to do this... But still... As a friend... i can only advise u n the choice is still up to u... n pray tt u will be alright... Haix...

Will type out sth which i actually write it myself... Haas... Clever huh??? Haas..

Euu are near but yet so far
I can feel u but u can't feel me
Tat's the distance between us
Its just an illusion
Once everything is over
I still haf to wake up from my dreams
Though the memories are sweet
but i rather there ain't any memories
Its hurting
I maybe a guardian angel or even a fool to u
Its not important now anymore
but i know no matter what
You still be my good friend

Hahas... How izzit?? hahas.. But please ar.. dun copyright hoh... Specially written by WENNIE KHOO hoh... Hahas.. lolx...

2005-10-17T03:06:00.000-07:00

2005-10-17T00:00:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Fm93.3

Back to blog... Wah... Damn unlucky sia nowadays.. Haix.. Got fined $200 for throwing cigg butt... Fuck up right??? Haix.. Luckily my mum help me pay ar.. if not i die sia.. haix.. Went to Bishan today.. Hmmm... Damn blurr sia today.. Took the wrong way bus.. Was chatting happily with mabel then found out we are at Eunos.. No choice but to get down and take the other way bus.. lolx.. Haix..

Mabel, Xian, Xuan and Cy going KL tml le nor.. Bleahs.. So envy them sia.. can go shopping.. hmphx.. Have to stay in Singapore study.. hmphx.. Bleahs.. Nvm.. Console myself.. lolx.. After o level wan go where also can le.. haas.. Nothing much.. *GONE*

2005-10-14T15:46:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Fm93.3

Damn shag sia... Haix.. Just came back from Hui Zhen's mum funeral... Haix.. was damn shocked to receive the piece of news that her mum passed away.. Haix.. It's gonna be hard for Hui Zhen lor.. Haix.. She appeared very strong infront of us.. but deep down inside.. i know its hurtz lor.. Haix.. But no choice nor.. cos fate had destined everything le.. Haix.. I know tt its very difficult for her to accept the fact.. i know the feeling is really unbearable... but everything takes time la.. Just be strong and everything will passed at time goes by.. Haix..

I really can't imagine if one day my mum passed away.. Haix.. I think i will faint sia.. Cos mother is always the best... though i always quarrel with my mum.. but who dun love their mother right... Haix..

Later going down to Orchard with mabel.. think i gonna be a panda.. Haix.. yAwnss..

2005-10-13T00:22:00.000-07:00

Listening to: FM93.3

Damn pissed off now.. Fuck sia.. My bro took my DKNY perfume without my permission.. and guess what he do with that.. he took it to spray his car.. cos he say his car very smelly.. I was like WTF... I am not being 'gei gao' or wad.. Its just tt at least u should asked for my permission and not just take like nobody's business.. Shit right?? He know me de ma.. I HATE PPL TAKE MY THINGS WITHOUT MY PERMISSION... ASK B4 U TAKE.. Blood boiling now.. So many types of perfume on my table.. take also take those cheaper brand ma.. take till so expensive de.. somemore is spray his car... Wah Kao.. The moment i heard he take go and spray his car.. my blood really boiled to the maximum sia.. Anyway... its makes sense ma.. there isn't a need for u take till so expensive de and go and spray ur tt car.. Fuck up huh.. Drop this topic.. Haix..

Went Orchard meet Jocy yesterday.. Got so many to talk about.. haas.. And that jocy is eat kantang de.. hahas.. She dunno how to sing chinese songs.. haas.. cos she dunno chinese words.. lolx.. Bring a Chinese, u dunno chinese words.. haas.. Jocy disgrace leh.. lolx.. Ang Mo Pai sia.. hahahahaha... Stop saying about her.. if not when she read my blog, she is going to kill me~!! hahahaha..

After Orchard, went to k box with mic they all.. Hmmm.. Hui Zhen join us last night too. lolx.. She damn funny sia.. make me luff till BTH... Played a game with her.. lolx.. Her funny faces make me luff till my mouth can't close... lolx.. haha..

Went for my singing lesson today.. Tracy at last can make it today.. lolx.. it was a tough training today sia... think maybe due to not enough sleep.. thats why some pitch i can't hit.. but i still did it at last.. haha.. lolx.. Took my pay today.. went Marina Square... Hmm.. Bought 2 carnigan from Calida's shop.. 1 bracelet from Mabel's shop.. and guess what.. Mabel bought a heart necklace for me again nor.. So touched leh.. hahas.. treating her a meal on friday cos wanna thanks her for the necklace ma.. If not i will feel very gao wei leh.. bleahs.. Going to my lalaland.. I'm really very tired.. YawnSss..

2005-10-11T01:55:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Fish-Ke Si Bu Shi Ni

Bloggie time... went golden mile today wif Xuan, Cy... pei them go book tickets to KL... Haix.. Feel like going but cannot too bad... No money no talk.. haix.. Nvm nor.. After o levels, want go where also no problems.. hahas... 1 more week to o levels practical.. haix.. Hope i will do well sia.. I dun ask for much.. just a pass can le.. Haix..

Met Wei Zhen today.. Last mintue.. reach my house downstair.. then she called and wanna meet cos she wanna smoke.. lolx... She become very skinny wor.. bleahs... Haix.. Was happy to see her.. cos maybe fucking long nvr see her le... hmmm... got lots of things to chat... hmm... going orchard meet jocy tml.. at last.. we got to meet up.. haas... Hopefully.. i will be able to get my pay sia.. haix... really broke le leh.. haix..

It's me with GUO YI HUA's cap.. hahas.. lolx..

2005-10-09T02:16:00.000-07:00

Rui En grow up le wor... Cute hoh??

308 Second Xiao Baobei.. Ting's baby... Chubby right??

2005-10-07T11:01:00.000-07:00

Listening to: S.H.E-Xing Guang

Miss me?? Haas.. I'm back to blog .. haha.. Will upload all my pics later into my blog.. My card reader can work le nor.. haas.. All thanks to my bro.. lolx.. His magical hand.. haha... He told me that there is nth wrong with the card reader but there is sth wrong with my memory card.. lolx.. Bleahs.. Argh~!! Whatever.. Able to put new songs into my phone.. haas.. Yeah.. bleahs..

Started my revision.. Haix.. Really study like hell... dunno since when wennie become so hardworking.. bleahs.. Haix.. If were to fail again this yr, i really give up on studies le.. Haix.. So help me to pray and wish me good luck for the coming o levels.. lolx.. will upload my pics later..

2005-09-28T13:23:00.000-07:00

Listening to: 93.3Fm

Sianzation.. Singing lesson change to 5pm.. bleahs.. Cos teacher need to go for meeting.. So bored now sia.. haix.. Xian cannot go with me le cos she need to work at 6pm.. Haix.. Guess what??? Hui not going with me to see my training.. haas.. Expected..

Haix.. She nvr come find us.. maybe she found a new group of friends le so nvr contact us le nor.. But the moment she met difficulties or... then she will come back find us again. haix.. What she actually take us for sia?? Haix.. Who knows.. only she herself knows.. bleahs.. What i can't stand the most is when people take 308 for granted.. We can always be by ur side whenever u are down... but come on.. it takes 2 hands to clap.. Should u do sth??? Instead of only when u met difficulties then come find us.. too much huh?? When you are enjoying outside, u just totally forget us.. Wtf.. Anyway, i am just voicing out my unhappiness and disappoinment in this particular person... No offence huh.. Haix.. It's true that i said before to u that i will always b by urside when u are down.. but please.. Just dun take it for granted.. Once i gave up on u... from then on i wun say anything to u le.. Anyway.. its time for u to learn independent.. U just depend too much on us.. Haix..

2005-09-27T22:29:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Ah Mei-Wo Ke Yi Bao Ni Ma

Hmm... backie to blog again... Went to Bugis 'Guan Yin' temple to pray for my coming o levels with janice... after that headed to National Library to study... Oh my god.. the new library which is newly opened is damn big sia... lolx.. the building is 13 storey tall... bleahs.. We went to Hans to study.. after our ordering of drinks, we found out that the area is banned from smoking.. bleahs.. wtf.. lolx.. No choice but to walk out to have our cigarrete... lolx.. Bleahs.. Ate potato salad for my dinner... yum yum.. have been graving for salad this few days.. lolx.. and at last i ate salad today.. haha.. lolx.. Hmmm.. I have got so many pics to upload sia.. but... i can't do it now.. cos there is really sth wrong with my card reader... bleahs.. have to wait when tracy is free then can go her house make.. bleahs.. lolx... have to practice my singing later.. tml having singing lesson le nor.. haas.. Yeah.. yeah.. lolx.. Wednesday is coming.. haha.. So happy.. cos i can sing.. haha..lolx..

2005-09-26T23:10:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Bu Hui Rang Ni Hou Hui

Bloggie time.. Hmm... Where should i start from?? haas.. Seriously speaking, I'm so lazy to blog.. lolx.. hees.. Hmmm... Start form my dating with my auntie on 24/9... Went Taka with her... hoho.. Ate many many delicious food.. hees.. Omg.. Dunno how much weight am i going to put on.. bleahs.. My auntie give me Takashimaya voucher.. haas.. bought Winnie The Pooh towels... Wee u wee.. haas..

Went compass point on 25/9 with Ling to study.. Tracy join us later on.. Bleahs.. I think that sunday is a day where everyone is so low moral.. bleahs.. so sianx..

Rot at home the whole day today wor.. bleahs.. Watch 'Full House' vcd today.. haas.. finish le nor.. Must go borrow again to continue.. bleahs.. haix..

Mummy bluff me nor.. bleahs. say will come back tonight.. bleahs.. happily wait for her.. Fuck.. and in the end found out that she bluff me.. till now haven come back yet.. bomb her phone dun wna to pick up.. Shit leh.. Haix..

2005-09-23T23:33:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Edison-Dian Hua

Bloggie time... Hmmm... Went to 'MTM' with mabel today... Hees... Have a free consulting with the consultant.. Hmm.. Bought a cleanser for $49.. Expensive huh... Haix.. Still need to buy the balancing cream which cost $129 next month... Haix.. Didn't buy it today due to cash problems... Bleahs.. Haix.. No choice... 'Ai Mei' ma.. haas... Hmm.. If i am gonna buy the whole set of skin care products, its going to cost $400++... Damn ex leh.. haix.. Gonna save and save money le nor.. Think not going to KL le wor.. Bleahs.. Mum dun wanna sponser me money... Haix.. Anyway.. I also dun feel like asking her to give me money go there.. Cos she already help me pay the Thailand ticket.. She is also so stress wor.. 1 person work 2 jobs.. bleahs.. Haix.. Everything money money.. bleahs.. Somemore i still jobless now sia then still need to spent so much money.. bleahs.. HAix... How i wish o levels end now sia... haas.. so that i can work for money... lolx..

Gonna meet my auntie tml go Orchard wor.. hees.. So long nvr see her le nor.. miss her so much.. hees.. Yeah.. will get my DKNY perfume... Yeah.. wait for so long le nor.. hees...

Went Ps yesterday with Ling, Cy, Xian.. Having mood swing yesterday sia... Haix.. Dunno why sia... Bleahs.. Accompany Ling go Bugis buy her ring... then headed home.. home sweet home.. hahas..

Hmm.. about my singing lesson... Hmm.. It's really damn tough wor... but it's fun... haas.. I can listen to my real voice.. haas.. Hmm.. I think the lesson which enjoys me the most is during singing lesson ba.. hmm.. dunno why leh... Guess what?? Zhen Hui called me and told she wanna learn singing today.. Diaox... That time just tell me learn singing not good... then wanna learn dancing.. then today told me this.. diaox.. Also dunno what she want sia... Then still ask me call and help her ask.. Please leh.. U are the one who wanna learn then u should call personally right... Shit sia.. But of course i didn't call.. haas... Siao.. later i ask le then she tell me she dun wan.. then how i going to tell my teacher.. bleahs.. I know her too well le.. 3 mins siao one time.. So i told her next wed i am having lesson just come with me and see the training then see u want ma ba.. haas..

2005-09-20T09:10:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Jay-Hei Se You Mo

Bloggie time.. Hmm... receive kwang msg this morning.. he fly le nor... haix... Nvr reply him yesterday night cos i was sleeping... bleahs.. Haix... Hmm.. dunno when he will be back again...

Rot at home the whole day yesterday.. bleahs..

went k box again on sunday... haas.. spent my one week three times in k box.. lolx.. k box siao.. haas..

2005-09-18T02:30:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Ronald-Jue Kou Bu Ti Ai Ni

It's been ages since i last update my blog... hmm.. where should i start from nehx?? Quit my job due to my studies. Have to concentrate more on my studies... Hmm... Start my singing class next wednesday.. Gek Hong intro me go there learn de.. Haix.. Think its gonna be a tough training for me.. bleahs.. Saw Gek Hong train tat time.. bleahs.. it's so difficult wor.. haix.. Didn't went to Li Wei Song Sch learn singing cos i wanna have the basic first before going to there... When i am more stable in my singing le and have the money le.. then will go there train.. hees..

Tml need to go take my food fair pay.. Fuck sia. the lady boss... that time Yan Ling ask her can help us take pay ma.. she say cannot.. Then Mabel call and tell her i tml go down take den also help her take.. the auntie say ok.. Fuck sia.. Delibrately want me go down see her.. Cb..

Xuan they all going KL on October leh.. bleahs.. feel like going leh.. bleahs... need to ask my mum first.. cos my exams are around the corner le.. Haix.. Hope i can go leh... bleahs.. but sure let her nag de.. haix..

2005-09-11T01:50:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Ronald Cheng-Jue Kou Bu Ti Ai Ni

I'm back.. haas.. went to bugis with Xian.. Xian had a great shopping.. haas.. think she must haf enjoy it.. haha.. Hmm.. I still can't stop myself from buying clothes sia.. lolx.. so tempting.. heees.. bought a 3/4 pants from e base and a tee shirt from Op.. haas... Parco having discounts wor till midnight 12... lolx... we went the right day.. lolx.. so many discounts.. haas.. so tempting sia.. bleahs.. Cy, Josh, Mei rong and Mannde join us later.. Found my Winnie The Pooh bed sheet.. haha.. so happy nor.. haha.. Mannde bought it for me cos its my belated birthday present.. bleahs.. She say if found le must tell her so she will buy it for me.. lolx.. Seriously, I was abit paiseh when she bought it for me.. haha.. Nvm nor.. When her birthday reach le, i will buy a big present for her.. Hmm.. thanks mannde for the bedsheet.. i love it.. hahas.. Tml having tuition le nor.. bleahs.. haas.. its better than going to sch... haha...

2005-09-09T10:20:00.000-07:00

Listening to: CoCo Lee-Magic

Morning~! Wake up so early huh.. haha.. also dunno why wake up so early leh.. Bleahs.. Hmm.. where should i start from.. Alright.. bought my new hp 7610 le.. haas.. at last... bleahs.. took a long time to figure up how to use sia.. bleahs.. Haix.. My card reader got problems leh.. also dunno why keep ask me insert disk leh.. Kaox.. Cannot upload pics at the moment le.. Haix.. Xian will come my house on Sat to help me out with the card reader.. Hees.. Thanks.. All thanks to tracy if not i wun know i haf to stuck on the phone for how long sia.. haas.. Went to dye and cut my hair at Chapter 2.. Hmm.. My hairstyle looks a bit wierd nor.. haha.. Maybe i still not use to it.. hahas.. Highlight my hair purple colour.. haas... but its a very dull purple.. lolx.. Saw kwang tag my blog.. hmm.. think i should explain here to him ba.. Not after u break with xian le we nvr contact u leh.. is we got contact u.. we try calling ur numbers.. but all no response de.. So.. maybe its a misunderstanding.. Hmm.. Even if we nvr contact u.. u also should haf the heart to contact us ma.. or even send a goodnite msg right.. instead u just disappear like that... not even a msg to everybody.. maybe u haf ur own reasons.. Anyway.. u tc ba..

2005-09-07T04:15:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Zhang Shao Han-Yi Shi De Mei Hao

Hiyee.. i'm back.. haas.. its been ages since i last update my blog.. Where should i start from?? Hmm... Start from my work at food fair... Isn't smooth working at there.. hmm.. The lady boss torture me and Mabel wor.. Shit.. My blood boil the moment i thought of the incident.. Haix.. This girl named Michelle actually anyhow talk things.. Fuck sia.. She told lady boss that we went to eat at 2.05.. but we didn't lor.. we went to eat at 2.20 nor.. then when we were buying food at the food fair.. lady boss and called us to go back immediately sia.. Fuck her ar.. Then we went back and she scold us sia.. We haven even eat then ask us to work le.. Died of hunger the whole day sia.. All thanks to michelle who got us into this... Shit her.. So pek chek that time sia.. When i was working, i kept thinking why must i work so hard and get this type of torture... its not worth it lor... My bro was at the food fair and he came find me... The moment i saw my bro... i can't control my tears.. Haix.. also dunno why like that sia... When my bro heard about it, he so fed up sia.. want to tear down the shop.. lolx.. He went to talk to the boss... and told the boss about it.. then my bro help me say that i dun wan work le.. All thanks to my bro sia.. If not i sure die at there ar.. haix.. I so touched when i saw my bro so protect me sia.. he still fetch me go eat nor.. so touched.. My bro told me not to work so hard cos the family still can support me.. Hmm.. Also correct nor.. From now on i wun work so hard le.. Not worth.. Haix...

Went to food fair today... Haas.. went to take our revenge... Haas.. I said before le dun step onto my tail if not i will bite u off... Hmphx.. Have a talk with Michelle and candy... Should i say a talk or a settlement.. haas.. Fuck sia.. I can't stand Michelle sia.. Give me that pitiful face.. Luckily i still say what i want to say.. Have been controlling not to whack her sia.. Partly because of Dua Ya Peh and She still young la... DUn wan big eat small.. hopefully she will learn the lesson... Cb... Mouth so smelly anyhow talk things.. It's either u take it or u keep ur bloody mouth shut and keep ur fucking mouth clean... The lady boss apologised to me and mabel.. But so sad.. I dun give a damn... SO what if Michelle say we 2.05 went to eat and she as a lady boss should not listen but instead should record down herself the time we went out.. Even if she said sorry so what.. My heart is very cold de lor.. just like hers.. so cold.. never let us eat then ask us to start work.. cold blooded... You are the one who taught me that.. Its either u take it or leave.. Fuck off..

After food fair, went to K box with Mich, Zhen hui, Mabel, Cy, Yan Ling.. bleahs.. sing a few songs nia.. Haas.. Going my lalaland le.. Nitey..

2005-09-01T23:30:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Shun Zi-Hui Jia

Damn disappointed with the superstar result... Kaox.. Kelly should win.. She is so much better than Wei Lian.. Omg~... Haix.. Kelly has a strong vocal.. Haix.. So envy sia.. Haix.. This is a unfair competition.. ppl are not being fair to kelly.. Kaox.. But anyway, kelly get to sign contract with Universal... If not ar.. i sure go log a complaint sia.. In my own opinion, i think that ppl vote for wei lian because they think that he is blind and still have the courage to join superstar.. in another word, they either pity him or just vote because of his strong courage.. haix.. What the......... haix.. Anyway, nothing is fair in this world.. haas.. isn't it?

Didn't went for work today.. having stomach upset.. due to not eating my 3 meals regularly.. Everyday work and work.. then never eat my 3 meals regularly nor.. If i continue this way, i'm sure gonna have gastric problem nor.. Haix..

Tml haf to wake up early to work le nor.. Food Fair tml.. haas.. dunno how it will be.. haix..

2005-08-30T01:10:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Tong En-Shi Qu

Bloggie time.. hees... just finish recording songs into my webshell... hmm.. help tracy make the song for her bloggie de... hees.. Hmm... Will be starting tuition on Thursday le nor... Hmm.. Tuition given by my ex tuition teacher, kelly.. hahas.. lolx.. I cannot take the prelims in my school nor.. shit de leh.. cos my mum still own $800+ for my sch fees.. Then they say must clear the school fees then can sign up for the prelims.. WTF~! BMC stands for BRING MORE CASH.. really sia.. everything wants money.. Shit.. I told my mum nor.. then my mum say she dun wan pay the sch fees.. she rather take the money give me tuition.. at least i learn somethings and still can practice.. anyway i always never go sch de... So wasted.. hahas.. lolx.. But i think i will still be going school for english classes only nor.. cos i have to pass my english... if not the o level certificate also means nothing to me le.. haix..

Went the modelling with Mabel today... Shit sia... kana bluff $10.. Kuku sia... anyway.. partly also must blame me.. cos i never listen carefully.. she say 288.. i heard 2AA.. so i thought is the photo... Then I thought need to pay $50 for the photo taking only.. actually is put $50 for the deposit.. WTF... Mabel thought she heard wrongly.. so she went to pay ten dollars also.. when i open my receipt and see.. i saw $288.. wah.. scare me sia.. i told the person i dun wan le.. then at there keep psyco me.. fuck sia.. this type of method i also know.. chey.. Aiya.. anyway.. just treat it that i do charity nor.. lolx.. recover my loss le.. cos daddy just give me money.. haha.. lolx..

Raymond bring converse shoes give us le nor.. haas.. aiya... anyway... thanks... haas..

Getting tired le nor... bleahs.. Night..

2005-08-29T01:10:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Ryan Cabrera-True

Hoho... Know how to upload songs into my bloggie le nor... without using i web tunes... lolx.. Thanks to Jocy... She is the one who taught me.. haas... Thanks lots girl... lolx..

Went to Serangoon North 'Pasa Malam' today with Xian and Mabel... haas.. bought 2 Winnie The Pooh pyjamas, passport holder and shower cap... lolx.. all pooh bear stuffs.. hoho... the shower cap is bought for Sheena... hmm.. she like it nor.. haha.. Wah Kaox... When i reach home nor, my mum, bro and sheena are having a discussion wor... Haix.. Guess what?? I was shocked by the news nor... haix... I wun be saying what the news is about wor.. Should have some privacy nor... haas.. I have mixed feelings... I feel happy and worried... Haix..

Raymond called me today wor... Guess what?? asked me work full on Thursday... bleahs... Hoho.. He will bring the converse shoes tml le nor.. haas.. Hope he will bring nice designs for me... bleahs.. god bless.. haas...

Never went for the modelling.. cos Mabel and i so lazy to go down.. haas.. cos very tired.. think will be going down tml ba.. lolx..

2005-08-28T02:20:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Chen Guan Xi-Ni Kuai Le Ma

Bloggie time... Went studying with yanling at heartland mall today... slacking the whole day today sia.. haix.. after that slack at hougang mall... sianx... Nothing much today nor... Cindy and Kwang patch le nor... aiyo... also dun understand why they wanna keep low profile... haix... want to patch then must have the guts to face people ma.. haix.. aiya... anyway its none of my business... haas... Kwang also nvr contact us le nor... kaox... so disappointed in him sia... haix..

Hmmm... tml going Singapore shopping centre with Mabel.. haas.. go there interview for model.. haas.. just trying our luck nia.. lolx.. also not confirm will choose us.. lolx... go for fun sia... lolx... hahas..

2005-08-26T00:05:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Fan Yi Chen-Zai Zhe Li Fen Shou

Bloggie time... Haix.. so clumsy today... spill water at customers today when i was working.. haas... Kaox... Mood swing sia after that... haix.. Damn moodless... have an argument with yeow ping... Kaox... So unreasonable.. say until 'ma chiam' i make her lose this job like that.. haix... Fuck sia... "Hao ren nan zuo'... haix... Mabel and i decided to give up in this job den give yan ling and yeow ping go work.. but the lady boss insist us to work... and say names submitted le... cannot change le.. kaox... Argh~!! forget it.. Anyway this teach me a lesson.. never go interview with a group of friends... sure quarrel de nor... this would be the first and the last time i do this le... No more second time... Fuck it.. Kaox... Being the middle person is not easy de nor... Haix... Tml working split shift nor... Because of money... No choice.. haf to work... Haix...

Went Heartlad mall today.. meet shi ying, pei bing, roger and yan ling... hmm.. Went zhen hui's salon.. hees.. She help me straightened my hair.. haas.. but is temporary de.. lolx.. wash le then dun haf le... Hmm... considering to rebond my hair sia... Haix.. but they say i not suitable straight hair.. haix...

Moi temporary straight hair.. haas..

2005-08-24T18:34:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Sylvester Sim-Suo Yi

Went for english oral today... hmm... think i gonna fail like shit... haas... I dun even know how to describe the picture.. I was stucked in the conversation... Haix... Bless me... Think gonna work very hard for my paper 1 and 2 in order to pass my english.. haix..

Heard something today... Wtf... WHAT I CANT STAND MOST IS WHEN PPL THINKS THAT SHE IS SO PROUD TO HAVE SOMEONE. BACK OFF! YOU ARE IN MY SHIT LIST!!! BITCH CUM SLUT!

2005-08-23T23:30:00.000-07:00

WHAT I CANT TOLERATE THE MOST IS WHEN PPL LOOK DOWN ON ME.... BACK OFF~!!!!

2005-08-21T15:00:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Tong En-Feng Kuang Ne

Bloggie time... Went to work yesterday wor... hees... So sianx sia yesterday.. Nobody talk tokcock with me... Sianx... Wah.. On of my colleagues, Seok Ting, so guai lan sia... Think she 'Lao Jiao' then can talk big... Kns... *Pui*... Hmm... yesterday not really busy at Nooch... lolx... Sianx... Hmm.. Raymond just call me sia... Diaox... Ask me go work tml cos not enough people wor... lolx.. Bleahs.. Anyway.. i think i also wun feel like going to sch tml de.. cos my class already half of the class gone le... Dunno die till where sia... never come sch le... Hmm... I rather i study on my own when i have the time.. Continue my work to earn money... Hmm... Gonna buy the organic facial wash at CityLink Mall when i get my pay... Anyway.. what i mean by 'organic' not the brand "Organic Shampoo'' ar.. lolx... Organic means no chemical added... very pure de nor... hees.. I intro Mabel go buy cos she is having this pimples problems.. Hmm... Get to know this shop from 'Xiang De Mei' that show... lolx.. hees... My mum also want the 'organic' lipstick... hmm.. will spent my pay at that shop le nor.. haix.. Money Money Money again.. haix... Sianx.. I'm so bored.. Think i going to trim my eyebrown later le... haix... Sianx..

2005-08-20T01:30:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Twins-Si XIn Bu Gai

Hmm.. I'm so tired... haix.. work full today nor.. Haix.. Tml haf to work again le wor... 6-10... Saturday nor... sure many people de.. dunno if i'm able to cope nor wor.. haix... God bless... Haix.. Hmm... I'm getting to love my this job le nor.. If u are asking me to quit this job and go for another job, i think is really very difficult... hmm... getting to like the work environment le wor.. so fun... Esp Guan Li and Raymond... Haas... lolx... Cy, Tracy and me got so many rubbish to talk to them... lolx.. make them 'bth'... haas... Hmm... Today raymond cook Tom Yam give me eat nor... hees... lolx... Hmm.. He say he will bring my converse shoes tml nor.. but will he bring nor... haix... Hope he does... haas... Today guan li talk to us and i learn a new word... haas.. 'Cock teases'... lolx... Do u know what it means??? lolx... Hmm... he is actually saying us that all girls are cock teases... Shit him... Say when girls got what they want from a guy le.. the girls will leave the guys nor... Wtf... All guys are all asshole de nor.. lolx.. Only want One Night Stand nia.. lolx... This is how cy say him back... lolx... Then guan li 'lppl'... hahas... Nice shot ar... haas..

Hmm... Kelly told me that Cy, tracy, li yun, samantha cannot work the food fair le nor.. dunno why also... sianx... haix.. Went down jurong for the interview wednesday nor... Wtf... ask us go down fill up the form nia... diaox.. make us go all the way down... then the girl who interview us talk to us very 'qiao'... den samantha cannot take it den keep 'guai lan' back with her.. haix.. Aiya.. dun say le nor.. makes my blood boil sia.. haix...

I am neglesting my studies le nor... mum keep nagging... haix.. asking when am i going to start my revision... haix... So afraid that i will fail my o levels again... if i am going to fail this time.. i really dunno how to face my mum sia.. haix... Giving me so much money to study and in the end like that.. haix.. feel so guilty sia... dunno how to repay her back.. i think the best way is to score well for my o levels... haix... really hope that i can... have to stop my work for a few weeks to do some revision for my studies... if not... haix.. :.(

2005-08-16T23:00:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Tong En-Zuo Zhi Ji

Hmm... Backie to blog le... Haix... Today Raymond bring the converse shoes give me nor... Wah Kao.. but my size not fit the shoes... Wah.. Sianx leh... Kaox... Den mannde at there nag nag nag want the shoes... kaox... Gao Wei sia... Haix... but never mind nor.. anyway the size also dun fits me.. she want she take lor.. haix... Bleahs... Dunno Raymond will bring one more pair give me ma.. sianx.. Haix.. Hmm... I just wanna wish Sheena a Happy 20th birthday nor... hahas... My mum bought a birthday cake for her nor.. just finish cutting the cake nia... Hmm... Hope she and my bro will 'chang chang jiu jiu'... Haas.. will upload the photos later... Hmm.. tml haf to go down Jurong for the briefing for the food fair.. Sianx.. Actually wanna go watch 'The Maid' tml de... but too bad leh.. sianx... Wah.. these few days so busy nor.. Went to take my passport le nor.. Hees.. The air ticket also book le nor... Hmmm... Al last everything settle le nor... Hmm... StarHub send me the voucher le nor.. hees... my mum take pay le will buy new phone give me.. hees.. yeah... Hmm.. not going to trade in my X70 le nor... cos too many memories in this phone le nor... And also its the last gift from my grandma.. hmm... maybe will pass it to my mum to use.. haas.. let her upgrade herself also nor... hehes... Hao la... wanna go do my things le... Bye~!

Sheena... she is so cute..

Hohos.. Yummy!

Wish they will have a everlasting love..

So 'En Ai' nor.. hees..

2005-08-15T23:55:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Landy-Zho Wo Sheng Ri Kuai Le

Backie... So tired nor.. haix.. take over cy work today cos she sick nor... haix... Actually today work till 3pm nia... so happy to heard that sia... who knows... raymond ask me work split shift nor cos Ryan kana ppl beat then cannot come work.. diaox... sianx 1/2... haix.. but nvm nor.. earn money.. hahas.. Damn tired sia.. leg damn pain ar.. keep stand... sianx... Yeah.. tml raymond bring converse shoes give me liao.. hahas.. dunno what design he will bring give me sia... later bring those 'Ku Ku' design give me.. bleahs... god bless.. he will bring nice nice de give me.. hees... hahas... Wah.. today damn du lan sia.. i went to Mabel's work place slack ma... then got one group of Malaysian guys walk pass... den one guy wanna take number from me... haas.. but too bad i dun wan... lolx.. cos if he tall abit... thin abit.. look more yan dao and not a malaysian... maybe i will consider.. hahas.. but too bad.. lolx... Wah.. I say i dun wan give le still keep pester me sia.. dun wan leave... Nb.. Then Mabel help me nor... Anyhow key in number and name.. lolx... then the guy say got bluff wan ma.. later wan try calling.. den mabel faster change to her second hp number... cos that number she dun use de... lolx...Then after that... they come back again say the number fake wan ar... i say my hp low batt la... then he say got extra batt.. i say my wan not same phone as urs la... Kaox... Then at there keep nag nag nag... nb... then they say confirm not fake ma.. still say can always come down here walk walk de... i say come la... den give him a very 'guai lan' look... Cb.. make my blood boil sia... Den i say u wan to believe den believe dun wan forget it.. den he say forget it... hmphx.. better... hahas... lolx.. nvr see such a 'bhb' guy b4 sia.. dun wan give still keep pester... *Pui*... tml need to go down 'ica building' take my passport... mabel need to make her passport... yeah.. tml book thailand ticket le nor.. hahas... but is next year Feb den fly to Bangkok... hahas.. first time travel with friends leh.. lolx... so excited nor.. hees.. lolx... wan go sleep le nor.. Tata..

2005-08-13T17:10:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Pin Guan-Hou Lai De Wo Men

Back from temple nor... damn tired wor... haix... just finish bathing... bleahs.. song... haas... Hmm.. Start from my experience in the cemetry ba... We went the cemetry at Kheam Hock Rd at first... but so many 'dua' at there le nor... so we change to Chao Chu Kang cemetry nor.. bleahs.. so tired and hungry at that time... bleahs... when i reach there sia... dunno why i feel so giddy nor... Haix... Too weak... lolx... given a choice to go down to the underworld(hell)... haas... i choose to go down cos wanna try my luck see i can go down tour ma... hahas... I go down half way nia... bleahs... heard noises den got headache... cannot take it then open eyes le... bleahs... 'Dua Ya Peh' say i no use... lolx... bleahs... Ppl out there... must do more good deeds wor... wun do u any harm de nor.. haas... but will bring good to urself nia.. hees.. Later still need to go for interview... bleahs... dunnno can wake up nor.. so tired sia... having panda eyes le wor.. haix.. :(

2005-08-12T23:15:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Twins-Si Xin Bu Gai

Bloggie time... went to work... I do runner today sia.. need to carry over tray nor... so heavy... bleahs.. ask me this pai kut take... bleahs.. but no choice.. have to learn... bleahs... broke 4 glasses today nor.. hahas... i take the tray to the kitchen... then the floor very slippery... heng nvr fall... just hit my hand nia.. the tray fall den all the glasses broke... hahas.. lolx... Raymond nag at me say why broke the glasses.. very ex leh.. wan break also break the plates ma... So Ku Ku nor... nearly fall down nor.. still want me save the glasses meh... siao.. i of cos save myself first ma... Bleahs... Haix... Raymond want me to work next saturday nor.. haas.. but i tell him u want me work can.. give me converse shoes first.. hahas.. Aiya.. but also dunno he will give nor... always bluff ppl de... bleahs.. Ku ku... hahas... After work went to meet zhen hui... Wah.. On my way back from work... i took the train at dhoby ghuat... guess what happen?? I took 1 hours to reach Hougang.. wtf... the train having services nor.. bleahs... Stuck at little india for 10 mins... on the way going farrer park... the train moves so slowly sia.. like tortoise nor... Wah kao... Then when i reach potong *parsa*(dunno how to spell)... ask us to get down the train... siao de leh... after that i went back to the same train... then the train is going to dhoby ghaut de... Nb.. Have to get down and take the opposite de train... Cb... So 'pek chek' sia... make me mood swing... train also wanna play with me... Ku Ku... hmphx... Tml going cemetry with 'dua ya peh'... have to sleep early... so that tml i will not feel so tired.. hees... *TaTa..*

2005-08-10T19:00:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Guang Liang Ping Guan-Shi Ni Bian Le Ma

Went to sch and work... leg so pain nor.. got blister and toe very pain... haix... cos i wear my new shoes ma... bleahs... pain till i no mood to work sia... damn fucking pain nor.. haix.. cy bought a adidas slippers for me to change nor... so expensive sia... $49... Wah kao... but never mind nor... when i take my this month pay... will treat her go Jack's place eat... hees... Hmm.. have to work many many many days next week and following week le nor... bleahs.. cos i have to pay my Thailand air ticket... Shit de nor... Told my mum and ask her to help me pay... she give me all sorts of excuses... Fuck... Dun wan pay say dun wan pay la.. give my so many lame excuses... Nb... Say what where got so early book de.. later the company close down ar... siao de nor.. clos down si bo?? Cb... So unfair leh... my bro everytime wan so much money... she give and give and give... I just wan her to pay the air ticket... give me this type of excuses... Unfair de nor... My bro always have the advantage... hmphx... no choice.. but to work and save my own money... work till i die... Nb...

2005-08-09T01:30:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Yes 93.3

Bloggie time... Went to have a hair cut... hmmm... that salon cut hair not bad nor... the guy who cut my hair took half an hour to cut sia... thanks to ling cos she bring me go that salon de nor.. hees... went marina square with hui and ling... lolx... ling keep let me and hui say today sia... bleahs.. cos of her attire... so funny nor.. like malaysian... bleahs... lolx... ling went e base bought a shirt and change.. hahas.. lolx... i miss my 'tong xin yuan' today leh... bleahs.... after marina square.. wait for mabel off work then headed bugis... haas... bought the shiny shiny belt le nor... bleahs... hees... i spent all my pay le nor... spent money like water.. haix... Happy National Day... haas... raymond nvr let me work on National Day... bleahs... 1 hr $7.50 sia... but nvm la... i dun give a damn... haas... say i like not hardworking like that nor... working hours very short... bleahs... siao de nor.. i still got study leh... i write long hours for my schedule.. he also dun wan let me work... crazy... then still say me.. Wtf~! Want me to act hardworking... haas.. difficult la... tat's my attitude.. take it or leave it... forget it.. dun wanna let me work on national day also nvm... i got no loss... hahas.. cos i can pei my mama... hahas... Anyway.. finding a job now nor... urgently need a job... if i got the job le.. will immediately leave NOOCH... Anyone got job intro bo????? bleahs... gonna end here.. tata... Happy Birthday Singapore... 40 years of age le nor.. old le.. hahas.. lolx..

2005-08-08T01:10:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Pan Wei Bo-Bu De Bu Ai

Have not been blogging.. hees.. so lazy.. bleahs.. went bugis today. bought a jeans and a beads necklace.. got my pay... bleahs... only $124... what the........ haix... so less sia... shit... finding a job now... gonna change my current job.. pay too less.. Haix... Hmm... Josh change alot nor... Haix... cos of mei rong... dun have mei rong then come find us.. got mei rong nvr meet us... what the....... haix... nothing much.. tata..

2005-08-05T11:00:00.000-07:00

Listening to: yes 93.3

Morning! my leg better le nor... but my knee cap and my left leg still alittle pain... my right leg toe better le nor... toe can move le.. haas... bleahs... janice meet me out for study nor... though i dun feel like going, but i still must force myself to go... cos i really have to buck out on my studies le... have not been going to sch wor.. have to be independent... have to force myself to study even though i really hate books... o levels coming.. not much time left le nor... bleahs... have to prepare to meet janice...

2005-08-04T18:15:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Li Yi Jun-Qi Qin Liu Yu

I'm backie... Haix... Fucking 'Sway' sia... Was walking to interchange to go work... guess what happen.. i fall down near my house block sia.. shit nor... i sprain my leg nor... Wtf~! Sooooo pain nor... Wa Kao.. First eye swollen den sprain my leg... wth~! Dunno what will happen next nor?? bleahs... Cannot go work nor... told raymond... ask me go take mc.... bleahs.. my father fetch me go see chinese 'sinseh'... bleahs.. the 'sinseh' dun haf mc de nor... ask for reciept also dun haf.. diaox... Den bo bian nor.. haf to tell raymond... see chinese 'sinseh' dun haf mc de... bleahs... I think i hurt my knee cap too leh.. bleahs.. my knee cap now very pain sia.. bleahs.. if tml still not alright.. have to ask my mum bring me go le nor... bleahs... my mum more professional in this type of tins... lolx.. Bleahs.. Haix... Haix... Haix.... Y so unlucky????? Y must rain????? If dun haf rain.. nth will happen le ma... bleahs... Fuck fuck fuck fuck....

2005-08-02T10:40:00.000-07:00

My eye swollen... bleahs... can't work today le... haix.. :(

2005-08-01T22:30:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Su Yong Kang-Sorry

Backie~ bloggie time... hees... went to trim my eyebrown yesterday... haas... look better then my last time de.. lolx.. even my mum say so nor... hahas.. didn't went sch again nor today.. bleahs... cos pei darling li ting the whole day today wor... bleahs... meet her at heartland mall... accompany her go buy things and cut hair then went to her house slack... bleahs... slack till 6+ in the evening then i went home nor... Have to come home early nowadays le nor... cos need to help my mum do house chores and cook wor.. bleahs... she need to work till 9+ at night then can come home... no choice.. have to support the family... bleahs... Have to help her cos she work till so tired nor... bleahs... Hmm.... i think i wun able to meet my friends too often le nor... bleahs.. too many things waiting for me to do le... work, study and help mum... enough sia... bleahs.. Haix... will be going back to sch on wednesday le... hees... too many days nvr go sch le wor... bleahs.. have to stop the habit... Haix... my friends also say very long nvr see me in sch le.. hahas... *MIA*... lolx... Edited some pics.. will upload it in friendster.... friendster lagging sia... wanna upload but keep cannot... wtf... lolx... Alright... tml have to work.. so need to rest early... I'm a pig... hahas...

oops... kiss me nor... *SHY*... lolx..

talking on phone.. haas.. notice my eyebrown?? lolx..

2005-08-01T00:35:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Brain Mcknight-Back At One

Back from Nat's birthday bbq at toa payoh... Sooo tired... Tml morning haf to work and afternoon having tuition le nor.. haas.. Damn angry with guan li today sia... Fuck nor.. I after work le ma.. then was waiting for tracy they all at Nooch... Then Guan Li keep chase me go home.. Nb.. Then talk till very sacartisc... Cb.. Then he ask me go station B wait.. then i say no need and walk out of Nooch.. then he say better.. Cb.. Ass. Supervisor big fuck ar... Come on.. i don't give a damn... Back Off.. Haas.. Anyway... I learn sth.. should take time and see that particular person true colours.. Hmphx.. Educated ppl so what.. also human what.. But is doesn't mean that u can look down on ppl who are not educated.. bleahs.. Shit ya.. Never will i talk much when i'm working.. its better for me to keep quiet and do what i'm supposed to do.. bleahs.. Sometimes u dun haf to talk just use eyes and see and u will be able to know le.. Haas.. This is what Shi ying taught me.. And its perfectly true sia.. haas..

When i got my pay, going to dye my hair at chapter 2.. haas.. Bleahs.. waiting for my pay sia.. haix.. Hmm.. friday start working food fair le nor.. Bleahs.. Working full shift nor.. gonna be a tired day for me.. haas.. sianzation.. No choice because of money..

A message for Natalie: Nat... Happy 18th Birthday wor... Hope ya will like the present given to u by tracy and i... hees..

2005-07-29T12:10:00.000-07:00

Listening to: 5566-Yuan Dian

watch finish 'ge dou tian wang' vcds le nor... bleahs... The ending damn touched.. Bleahs... must watch this show nor.. dun miss... hees... mabel coming my house later nor... she wanna change her friendster de thingy... hees... nothing much to blog... tata..

2005-07-27T23:40:00.000-07:00

Listening to: 5566-Yong Bu Fang Qi

Damn pissed off by my mama sia... crazy woman... bleahs.. came back from work and keep nagging.. somemore still anyhow throw her temper... Fuck sia... I have my own limits.. I'm not born up to tolerate others' people temper... I can tolerate anything... but not others temper and attitude... Fuck off!

2005-07-26T22:10:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Huang Yi Da-Na Nu Hai Dui Wo Shuo

Blog blog blog... Went for work today nor... bleahs... Kuan Li asked me and cy go off early nor.. bleahs... Wah... If everytime ask me go off early... how to earn sia like that??? Bleahs.. So shit de nor... Haix... Sianx leh...Went Mabel work place after work wih cy and Xian... Xian went for her bike practical 1 le nor... but she failed wor... *Sad*... Nvm.. Xian.. 'Jia You, Jai You, Jia You'... All the best... Bleahs... Will upload pics later on in my blog... Check it up... hees..

bbabyy wennie

tears

mAbel boX mE nOr...

wAnNa kiSs uS bO?? Haas..

kiSs mY bAobEi.. Hees..

LooK at MabEl fAce... Haas.. kAnA fOrce tO tK pHotO.. lolx..

2005-07-25T02:16:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Fan Wei Qi-Mei Na Me Ai Ta

Bloggie time... hmm... Went Orchard today with Tracy, Kwang, Li Yun, Cy, Mabel, Yeow Ping and Nelson... Went Shaw House watch 'Necromancer'... a thai show which is about black magic.. bleahs... a really bloody show... very disgusting... but seriously speaking.. i dun understand what the show is trying to say.. bleahs.. haas... fall asleep in the cinema... hahas.. lolx... After the show... went back hougang to slack nor... bleahs.... Yeow Ping got 'tai ji'... bleahs... Haix... Ah Bee wanna 'hai' us go 'tio' with the girl by telling us the girl say our 'lan jiao wei'... haix... Aiyo... Dun understand why he wanna like that sia... Childish! Haix... Sickening sia! Aiya... anyway... from this problem, i can see his true colours le... Haix... A leapord would never change its spot.. Haix... Tracy going to enroll bike tml le nor... fast nor... bleahs... When my turn??? Haix... Meet Lao Gong Zhen hui just now... bleahs... she perm her hair wor... I think that she not suitable for perm hair nor... straight hair better... But bo bian... 'Tony and Guy' need her to perm hair to try the new perming... Haix... Can see that she very sad about her hair... But never mind nor.. hair will grow long... grow long le then go cut away... Hmm... Need to go sch tml le nor... Haix.. Sianx... Going my lalaland soon... very tired today... Bleahs... tata~!

2005-07-23T18:40:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Chen Hao Min-Ai Hai Tao Tao

Happy birthday to my baobei xian nor... haas.. 18 years old le wor... wee u wee... haas... Haas... Help her celebrate birthday at mall... Kwang buy the cake de wor.. haas... I bluff tracy tt that i nvr go down help her celebrate le nor... haas... then i bring out the cake for her.. haas.. She touched till cry sia... Haas... She happy can le nor.. hees..

Yesterday went down temple... Hmm.. 'Dua Ya Peh' say that i very busy ar... lolx.. nvr come down for so long.. bleahs... Ah Kiat ask me to come down often nor.. if not later he go my house knock on my door.. bleahs.. lol... Sianx... Sianx.. Sianx... *DEAD*

2005-07-22T04:20:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Twins-Tong Yang Di Liang ge Mong

Back from work... Hmm... Today i so blurr in work sia.. Bleahs.. Haix.. Maybe due to not enough sleep last night cos i have cough the whole night sia... bleahs.. So 'xin ku'.. haix... When i was clearing plates just now, accidentally make tio the plate of chilli sauce falls... bleahs.. Den the vegetables all on the table and my hand.. bleahs.. So 'paiseh' sia.. haas.. Luckily cy come help me.. Shu hui coming my house slack.. cos she very bored at home.. haas.. bleahs.. later need to go interchange fetch her le nor.. bleahs.. After that we going down temple together.. hees... *GONE*

2005-07-22T01:40:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Yes 93.3

Didn't went for sch today... bleahs... sick... Haix.. my rashes come back again.. went to see doctor... bleahs.. itch like hell sia... now so itcy nor.. Haix... Such a weako am i... Haix.. always sick sick sick.. bleahs.. sianx... Went study with yanling, janice and mei rong.. after that went bliss for a drink... den headed home... Whole body now so 'gao wei'... Haix... Hmm... tml haf to work... after that meeting shu hui go down temple... so long nvr visit 'dua ya peh' le.. haas.. tml go down pray nor.. bleahs... *DEAD*

2005-07-20T16:33:00.001-07:00

Listening to: Khia-My Neck My Back

Haix... Sad sia... bleahs... Sylvester came Nooch just now leh.. bleahs... but i already off work le nor... Haix.. When Cy called and told me about it, i already reach Hougang le la... bleahs... Regret sia... Go home so early... bleahs.. should go walk walk first ma... Haix... Sad sia.. Miss the chance to take photos with him sia... bleahs.. cy dun wan to help me take photo... bleahs.. Haix.. Man propses, god disposes... Haix... Just now when i was working, 'Quan Yu Feng and 'Xu Zheng Rong' came into Nooch to eat... bleahs.. 'Quan Yu Feng' sux sia... bleahs... *pui* look so 'hao lian' and no manners.. bleahs... eeeee... actress big fuck ar.. also human ma... haas..

Went sch today... only went for physics lesson.. hees.. nvr went for maths lesson.. sianx.. After lesson, meet darling li ting for breakfast at ps mac... haas.... We saw 'Zhou Chu Ming' and tat ger which act as 'Ruan Mian Mian' in the 'Tong Xin Yuan'..They at Ps filming a show ba... bleahs... What a day sia?? Saw so many actors and actress... bleahs.. Haix... hmphx... So sad and regrets... Sylvester~!!!! bleahs...

Went tm yesterday with cy, xian, roger, yp, hui.... bleahs... Hui and yp kana fine $200 for throwing cigaratte buds... bleahs... So unlucky nor... Haix.. Next time cannot anyhow throw le nor... getting more and more strict sia.. bleahs.. Haix.. *Gone*

2005-07-20T16:33:00.000-07:00

2005-07-18T16:10:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Jay Chou-Hei Se You Mo

Blog blog blog... hees.. when i wake up this morning... guess what??? I saw a big big big winnie the pooh in the living room.. oh my goodness.. so cute.. hahas.... brighten up my day sia.. hees... My bro's gf bring from her house give me de... haas.. so good nor... she got 3 big size winnie the pooh in her house wor... Wow... So *xian mu*... den she give me one nor.. hees.. so good hoh...

Didn't went for sch today.. bleahs.. actually wanna go de... but suddenly heavy rain.. so nvr go again... Haix... Going to rot at home again today ba... hees.. sianx.. sianx... freaking boring sia... bleahs..

Winnie The Pooh (bro's gf gave me)

Roger Didi and me

Baobei Rules

Mannde and me waiting for train

2005-07-17T00:59:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Chen Hao Ming-Ai Hai Tao Tao

Blog blog blog... Just came back.. so tired sia... Having cough... bleahs... Haix.. No one at home now leh... so lonely... Haix... father dunno go where.. mama go work.. brother and gf go orchard... wah.. sianx leh.. I'm so lonely... Miss Lonely... hahas.. lolx.. Wa Kao... the moth fly into my house again sia.. the same kind of moth leh... shit de leh.. this is the third time liao leh.. bleahs.. so scare sia... my father say is my grandpa or grandma... bleahs.. Really meh?? Dunno y i and the moth so got fate sia... Haix.. Y keep fly into my house... haix..

Just now went mall meet ling, kwang and xian... Cy they all go down dua help out.. i nvr go nor.. cos tml morning 10.30 need to wake up for work... tonight case sure very late de.. scare cannot wake up... bleahs... Haix... After that, me, ling, kwang and yp slack at mall lor... Sianx... Actaully going down to point de... bleahs... When we are on the way down to point, kwang de dunno who say saw tt guy who beat kwang de... then we take cab go back hougang interchange again.. bleahs... so stupid nor.. lolx... Then after that also no show see.. cos postpone to tml.. bleahs.... Help kwang call cindy nor.. meet her... bleahs.. cos kwang wanna tk back his bag... bleahs... den help kwang give back cindy's hp and charger lor... bleahs.. actaully very early wanna go back le... cos wanna see show ma den cindy so long den come down nor... so'tu' till12 lor.. bleahs.. so tired sia.. Haix... Tml after work still haf to go down interview at Marina Square de Mr Bean... bleahs... hope tml de interview will be successful nor... cos i dun feel like working at nooch le.. the pay too little wor.. haix.. give me work 3hrs nia... 1hr $4.80... bleahs.. one month earn not more than 200 ar... bleahs.. where got enough for me sia... Haix.. oh ya hoh.. just now saw Wei Yao sia... bleahs.. den i call mabel... mabel say help her ask when want return money.. bleahs.. den kwang tk my phone pass to wei yao... he say 20 of july return ba.. bleahs... also dunno will return ma sia... but i think also wun return de.. shit de leh.. bleahs.. Haix.. i wanna go lalaland le.. haas... tata...

2005-07-16T13:37:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Fan Wei Qi-Dao Bu Liao

It's been ages since i last update my blog... haas.. so lazy and tired leh.. hahas... Went K box on 14/7/05 which is Xuan's birthday wor... Haas... Hmm... Zhen Hui got drunk wor... lolx... Then fight with yan ling.. diaox... not real fighting la... is play play nia de.. lolx... Yan Ling accidentally bite tio Li ting's hand while fighting with Zhen Hui... lolx... Haas... Went home at around 2plus... bleahs.. So tired nor... Next time still haf to work sia.. bleahs...

On 15/7/05, bleahs.. I ask zhen hui call me wake up at 10.30... but she call me wake up at 9.30... bleahs... When she call me, i still in my lalaland leh... She ask me things i also dunno i ans back what.. lolx... Then when i wake up tt time.. i tell her i now wake up le... lolx... bleahs... Raymond let me off at 2.30... bleahs.. haas... cos yesterday not really many ppl during lunch time ma... Darling Ting came to fetch me after work... lolx.. so good nor... Then after that darling came my house to slack... slack till 6+, i pei her go plaza eat then after that go mall walk then went home le... bleahs...

Didn't went sch today... bleahs... lolx... Dun feel like going leh.. my off day leh.. must let me sleep and rest ma... hahas.. tml still need to work leh.. 12-3.. sianz leh.. dun feel like morning.. bleahs... I give 'lemon' my schedule le... haas.. next week i dun wan to work on fri, sat, sun.. lolx.. cos hoh... is my baobei xian de birthday.. somemore sure got many many many people de.. bleahs... hahas... work on weekdays can le.. lolx... hahas... This month de pay sure fucking little de.. eat grass liao lo... lolx.. *Gone*

2005-07-12T20:30:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Chen Hao Ming-Ai Hai Tao Tao

Didn't went for sch today... hees... Having stomach cramp and diarrheoa.... Haix... the pain is so intensive till i roll on my bed sia... Haix... Called my father and he rushed back to bring me to see doctor... bleahs... So touched.. lolx... Doctor told me that i have stomach cramp is due to my menstruation and diarrheoa because i ate wrong food and also my blood level is low... Bleahs... So can u imagine how pain is my stomach?? Haix... bleahs... Supposed to meet Darling Li ting and Mic, but i'm too weak and in pain... Haix... So cancel my meeting with them... bleahs... Haix.. Tml will be going to sch then after sch still need to go work.... Hmm... hopefully i will feel better tml... bleahs... God bless~! Hees... Need to pay $10 for xuan's birthday present... cos xian found 15 person to share le nor... bleahs... Luckily found 15 person... if not need to pay $15... bleahs... No choice nor... all broke le wor... haix... I'm so in need of money sia... bleahs... Thursday still need to go k box to celebrate xuan birthday... bleahs... Haix... Money Money Money... Haix.. No money no talk... Haix... Sianx... Nothing much to blog... *Gone*

2005-07-12T02:54:00.000-07:00

Listening to: David Tao-Tian Tian

Sooo tired... write finish blog must go dreamland le nor...bleahs... Hmm... Wake up very early today.. pei ling qin go back school take o level certificate... hees... qin meet ivan to pass him birthday present... Alamak~ Ivan become so big size sia... bleahs... Cannot make it... Stand beside him ma chiam stand beside a giant sia.. lolx... haas... if let him see this he is going to kill me.. lolx... Hmm... Went for english class today.. haas.. finally go for english class lers... lolx... Wah Kao.... Fail my english paper 2 sia... Fuck sia... this is the lowest marks which i ever get for my english sia... bleahs... Haix... But not fair sia.. I and my friends do de paper different de worx... bleahs... shit de leh... bleahs... Fuck it~! lolx... Hmm... Meet josh they all after class for interview at rocky master.. bleahs.. must call the Hq and ask de nor... so haf to ask tml... then janice intro josh a job which sell ice cream de nor... at Ps basement 2... went for interview... hmm... not bad sia... but also must wait for call... bleahs... hopefully will call us... haas... then i can quit NOOCH... No need see RAYMOND's FACE... lolx.. bleahs...

Went Guess at Paragon... Oh my god... I finally found one sun glass which i like so much... but the price more beautiful sia... lolx.. $200 for one sun glass... diaox right?? lolx... Haix... really like it so much but too ex le la... bleahs... wait till i got the money then say ba... hees...

Darling li ting help me edit photos for me nor... bleahs... haas.. so nice leh... uploaded into my friendster le... wan see si bo??? lolx... go my friendster see ba... lolx... cos too many photos le... bleahs.. scare later resize le very small then waste my effort... lolx.. haas... *Night* I'm off to my lala land... will upload more pics when xian send me my pics.. hees... *tata*

2005-07-10T21:31:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Fan Yi Chen-Piano

Bloggie time~ hees... 2 days nvr blog le wor... hees... Hmm... Yesterday went mall meet cy they all nor... bleahs... Slack at hougang the whole night yesterday... was sitting at Plaza Kopitiam... bleahs... bored to death... lolx... Hmmm... Guess what??? I saw the same moth again norhx... the moth fly to our table sia... our buttocks are stick to the chair at first, but when we saw the moth, our buttocks auto de... lolx, all run away from the table... the moth is smaller in size, not like tt time tt moth which fly into my house de... dunno eat what grow up de sia... lolx... but still its disgusting... i hate it so much... the moment i think of its wings ans the size, it makes my hair stands... bleahs...

Hmmm.... my com is back to normal... lolx... haas.... got this spyware thingy in my com.. bleahs.. slowing down my computer sia... lolx... went to download spyware doctor to help cure nor.... I scan my com... and found 174 infections sia... shocked sia... bleahs... Now everything is back to normal le wor... hees... my com faster le.. haas.. not so laggy le... bleahs... hees

Stay at home the whole day today norhx... No choice... got to save money.. cos many friends' birthday coming le norh... have to save money buy present for them.. bleahs... hees... Xuan birthday coming le norx... This coming thursday... she will be celebrating at k box... she want levis jeans for her present sia... all sharing money buy for her... bleahs... Go watch NKF CANCER le... tata

2005-07-08T21:55:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Jay-Ban Dao Tie He

Hmm.. so many days nvr blog le wor.. hees... no time la... very busy... lolx...

On Wednesday(6/7) , didn't went to sch worx.. hees... went to bugis with Wei Zhen pei her meet her friend.. wow... her friend just came back from Melbourne nor... haas... her friend very rich sia.. lolx... can send her so far to study and still have her own flat there sia.. bleahs... Hees... After that i went to meet janice and calida at mall norx... bleahs... janice last min tell me go orchard sia... bleahs... cos she she forget... luckily, that time i wear long jeans ar... if i wear 3/4 i still need to go home change.. bleahs.. hees... Pei calida go shopping then after that went to Cineleisure K Box worx... bleahs.. members night.. hees.... sing still 10+ then went home le nohx... wah... so tired sia tt time... bleahs...

On Thursday(7/7), i went to sch... hees... cos too many days nvr go sch le... cannot have the habit... hees... guess what?? I fail my Maths.. bleahs... expected... so nvm... hehes.... After sch, i went home to tk a rest cos i'm fucking tired sia... not enough sleep... bleahs... hehes... tracy jio me come out nor... so i decided to meet them awhile lor... since so long nvr meet le... bleahs... only got the chance to see tracy and mic nia... cos after that i need to go paste the notice with Wei Zhen.... Wah..... Wei Zhen and I walk the whole hougang sia... then we are soooo tired till we bth we tk cab go blk 600+ de coffee shop... cos she hungry nor... pei her eat le then we went straight home... bleahs... too tired to continue.. lolx... hees... When we were at block 711 there hoh, bleahs... there are shoutings, screamings, quarreling, kids crying coming out from the house sia... the house is in second floor de wors... scare us sia... then we saw the lady carrying the child, then the guy blocking them sia... we scare later they lady wan jump down... cos this type of tins very difficult to say de ma... bleahs... then they were shouting and shouting... fierce sia... Then i call the police... cos i scare got anything happen ma.. i dun wan to wake up in the next morning reading newspaper saying that a kid and a lady staying around there die or what ma.. lolx...

Later haf to go work le nor... bleahs.... alone sia... bleahs... nvm... 3hrs very fast de.. lolx... Eh... Tracy jio me go bugis sia... yesterday i actually agree le wor... but i just found out that i left with not much money leh... bleahs... this few days overspent le la... No money le... still haf to save for Xuan's birthday... bleahs... I think i not going le not later.. bleahs... stay at home sleep... lolx... I'm a 100% pig... hees... haas... Tata..

2005-07-08T09:13:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Joey Rong Zhu Er-Du Zhao

Bloggie time.. hmphx... mama not at home... she working nor... will only be back tml morning 10am... bleahs... so sianx... My supervisor sux sia.. bleahs.. the way he talks to me as if i own him dunno how many million like sia... attitude sux sux sux... Never mind nor... bleahs... Have to bear with it.. bear le then got money le.. hees... Went Mabel shop after work... Wah.. her shop sell many heart de necklace leh.. bleahs.. i like sia... bleahs.. if i have the money, i sure buy all... but too bad.. hees... When i was watching tv just now, a moth fly into my house sia... the moth like giant leh... lolx... very very very fucking big size... I ran in my room and hide.. lolx... scare me till i cry sia.. lolx... Luckily my bro and his gf come back and save me... lolx... They also kana shock when they see so big size de moth leh.. lolx... My bro keep make the moth with tissue, but fail sia... den they use the stick to make the moth... lolx.. my bro fail again... lolx... Then his gf use the stick and make and finally it flies off.. lolx... scare me to death sia... bleahs... Hmm... have to stay at home for many many days le.. cos need to save money... bleahs... so poor now sia... bleahs... *Gone*

2005-07-05T20:10:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Fan Yi Chen-Chu Zhi Ci Wai

Blog blog blog... haas... didn't went to sch today norhx... hees... Meet janice today at compass point to study... Afer that went Holy High to take our o level certificate norhx... bleahs... Saw a few teachers only... bleahs... haas... Shit sia... Never got the chance to see 'Ba Gei'(Mrs Lee)... bleahs.. if not i can tk my revenge sia.. bleahs... lolx... Hmm.. After that we both went home.. Hmm.. i like my bro now de gf norhx... can click with me well.. haas... Hope my bro will treat her good good norhx... she is a very good girl with a mature thinking.. haas.. unlike my bro... lolx... bleahs... lolx... hees... Janice jio me go K box norhx tml.. hmm.. still thinking should i go or not leh.. bleahs... feel like singing leh... lolx... hmm... see tml my mood ba.. haas.. bleahs... Tata..

2005-07-04T21:40:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Christina Aguilera-I Turn To U

My bloggie time... hees... I didn't know today is Youth Day norhx.. bleahs.. shit de norhx... I went to sch for class... then found out that there wasn't any class today due to Youth Day... ~Stupid~ make me feel like a fool sia... bleahs... shit de norhx... if not i can sleep longer sia... bleahs... My auntie called me today norhx... haas.. I'm so happy... she contact me back le norhx... bleahs.. haas... Due to some family problems and some matters about about my grandma's death, she had some arguements with my mum.. so never contact me norhx... bleahs... Haix... Anyway its their adults' affair... None of mine business.. hees... I meet my auntie norhx... So happy... chat quite alot.. She still dote me like last time worx... haas.. sooooo long nvr see her le norhx.. miss her to the bits... bleahs.. Went to visit my grandpa... cos ever since he moved to hougang... i haven't went to his house yet norhx.. bleahs.. so guai hoh... haas... then after that went compass point with my auntie... hees... After that went mall walk walk norhx... cos i need to buy things.. hees... Saw Josh and Roger... so coincidence sia.. lolx... They went to 'hong' sia.. bleahs... After i eaten, i went home cos my mama ask me buy things.. hees... Will be cooking dinner for my mum tml... bleahs.. haas... Will be cooking healthy recipes tml.. hees.. haas... Sooo long nvr cook le norhx.. dunno what mess will i make tml... lolx.. bleahs... I think wun be going sch norhx.. bleahs.. dun feel like going.. haas... *RIP*

2005-07-04T21:30:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Jolin Tsai-Dan Shen Gong Hai

Went for interview at Nooch yesterday norhx.. bleahs.. haas.... so happy norhx... successful wor... gonna start work next friday, 12-3pm only... haas... only work for a few hours then can go home le norhx.. bleahs.. hahas.. good good... lolx... Hmm... After interview, i went straight home cos my mama cook dinner for me le norhx.. bleahs.. hahas... *Yummy*... lolx...

Went Chiong on Sat... hmm... cy they all last minute got go norhx.. bleahs.. dunno why also norhx... Hmm.. Zhen hui told them le norhx... she kana bluff by guys.. Haix yo.. Zhen Hui ar... U must open eyes big big see guys de norhx... haix... I drank Terquila shot with Cy norhx.. bleahs... after that shot norhx... i feel so giddy and face blackout... lolx.. then vomit le norhx... bleahs.. Never will i drink Tequila shot again.. Eeeeee... So 'er Xin'... *pui*... bleahs... After chiong, hui want go Esplanade... but i cannot make it le norhx... bleahs.. cos hoh feel so fucking giddy and stomach so pain sia... so i went home first norhx... Haix... Weako me sia... bleahs...

Haix... the secret has revealed le norhx.. i know who is the one le norhx... Haix... The stupid bastard which caused by Grandma passed away de... Shit him sia... Hate him sia... better dun let me see him... hmphx... if not i will kill him ar... FUCKER~!

I think i going sick le norhx... bleahs.. having cough norhx... Haix... *DEAD*

2005-07-02T14:40:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Fan Wei Qi-Bu Mian

Backie to blog... hmm.. i think cy they all also not going clubbing with us le norhx.. cos they no money.. Hmmm.. never mind norhx... Dun like to force ppl go.. Forget it~! Tonight me and hui will be going with mei rong's friends norhx... hees.. Li ting maybe clubbing with us tonight norhx... hee.. but she dunno her stead will allow her to go ma worx.. lolx.. Li ting patch with her ex stead le norhx.. cos shi wei ask her to forget him.. Hmm... Anyway.. its better to give up earlier so that u will not continuing suffering worx...

This morning went Mall with my mama.. help her carry things back from there.. cos very heavy norhx.. bleahs... Sianx... So bored now.. haix.. Sianx... Bleahs.. bleahs... hees.. haas...

2005-07-01T11:29:00.000-07:00

Listening to: illuriouz-Project 1

Hmm.. backie from mall... sianz... just now cy and mabel come my house norhx.. bleahs... mabel come copy paste songs from my com into her thumbdrive norhx.. hees... Went mall for dinner norhx... hees... tml going chiong le norhx.. haix.. jio them go they like dun wan go like that norhx.. bleahs... cos they no money ma... Haix.. this sat de clubbing is zhen hui jio de norhx.. i ask them to go cos i dun wan to disappoint zhen hui ma... got my own reasons de norhx for not disappointing hui.. bleahs.. Haix.... never mind norhx.. if tml they dun wan go... me, hui, meirong and shi ying go norhx.. bleahs... haix... hmm.. just now go mall so sianx norhx.. bleahs.. i now hate slacking de life le norhx.. sit at one place and do nth.. bleahs.. dunno why like that norhx.. cannot take it le norhx.. Haix.. now i never go down mall slack so often le.. once in a while lor... if got activities then go down lor.. if dun haf also stay at home le... haix.. sunday going Nooch interview le norhx.. bleahs.. going back Nooch again le norhx.. Bo bian... but at least good la... hope the interview will be successful... like that i no need continue to be a slacker le.. lolx.. at least got job to keep me occupied... half study half work.. hmm.. Sianx... *Gone*

2005-06-30T17:00:00.000-07:00

Added new thingys in my blog... haas...

2005-06-30T13:14:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Jay Chow-Yi Lu Xiang Bei

Bloggie time... Went holland v yesterday to be Zhen Hui's hair model... hmm... Zhen Hui massaging skill not bad sia.. haas... When she washing my hair that time, she help me massage norx.. haas.. bleahs.. so relaxing norhx.. hmm.... not bad norhx.. Tony and Guy salon standard very high and quite strict norhx... bleahs... Zhen Hui Kambatte~!! hees... hmm... My bro change girlfriend again sia... haix... He change gf like change underwear like that.. lolx... i was so shock this morning when i saw his new gf sia.. lolx... haas... my bro say she will be the last one le.. haas... wun change anymore.. haas... listen only la.. lolx... His girlfriend bring her clothes, towel, facial foam and dunno still got what la come to my house sia.. lolx.... why not move everything to my house??? lolx.. hahahas... lolx... bleahs... Hope they will last long long norhx.. bleahs... hahas.. His gf also like Winnie The Pooh leh.. hahas.. same as me... lolx.. hees... Hmm.. my bro will teach me the techniques for racing sia when i get my car license le.. hahas... so happy when he tell me this morning... bleahs.. hahahas... hmm... still waiting and waiting for my enrollment sia... bleahs... still got nine months to go leh.. bleahs.. haix... Dunno later they will be going out not leh??? bleahs... will update again if i got the time.. tata~!

2005-06-29T13:02:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Andy Hui-Wei She Me Ni Bei Zhe Wo Ai Bie Ren

Back from sch... Haix... damn tired sia... haix.. yesterday slept for 3 hrs nia then need to wake up for sch le.. haix.. bleahs.... help yeow ping make her blog make till 4 plus sia... haix... but at least i help her complete.. put what she want le norhx... bleahs... Hmmm... change my bloggie's song le... the song which i put is Zhou Jie Lun-Yi Lu Xiang Bei.. hees... nice song... from the show initial d... hees... This morning actually dun feel like going sch de... but cannot la... my mum keep nag at me... bleahs... Meet Wei Zhen go sch together... but i was late sia... lolx... cos too tired le.. keeping slack on my bed and play computer... haas... She very patient sia... lolx.. can wait for me so long.. lolx... haas... hmm... We played in class.. lolx.. so funny sia... ~Stupid~ hahas.. can't stand her nonsense.. lolx... Luckily, she in class keep help me stay awake ar... arbo i also sure sleep de... Bth~! Later haf to tk a nap le... bleahs... evening time still need to go down Holland Village help Zhen Hui be hair model norhx... No choice norhx.. cos no one want to help her... so i help her lor... got to miss my superstar tonight le.. bleahs... but zhen hui say she will help me record norhx.. hees... *RIP*

2005-06-28T20:20:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Fan Wei Qi-Yi Bi Yi

Didn't went for sch for 2 days le norhx.. tml haf to go sch le.. bleahs.. cannot slack le.. hees.. Tidy my room this afternoon... bleahs... look neater le wor.. hees.. Meet Shi Ying at mall today in the afternoon wor.. cos she need to pass me my Birthday present.. bleahs.. Its a cigarette box.. pink colour de norhx.. this cigarette box is shared by Zhen Hui, Yan ling and Shi Ying de.. hees.. thanks norhx.. bleahs.. Hmmm.. After that... i went to find Janice, Calida and Sherry at mall foodcourt.. Bleahs.. so long nvr see Sherry le norhx.. She change alot sia.. last time very lian de.. now become very girl girl le wor... mature in thinking le.. hees.. time flies sia... after so many years.. all change alot le.. bleahs..

Heard Shi ying say that ah bee's parents went to his court today and bail him out.. Haix... Shi Ying also told me that yesterday Ah bee keep hugging Baby regina yesterday wor.. haix.. i think he can't bear to leave baby regina... Haix...

Hmmm... going out later le... cos hoh... the bitch that beat mabel de that time got come sch.. bleahs.. hoho... later wan go disturb that bitch liao.. hees.. bleahs... make my baobei... hmphx.. watch out...`!!!!!!

2005-06-28T11:09:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Alex To: Jia Gei Wo

I'm backie... bleahs... tat bitch eat hamburger grow up de sia... bleahs... Dare to fight with my baobei... but dun dare to face us.. still go complain to their sch supervisor... bleahs... the supervisor still say will ask tt ger apologise to mabel but also nvr apologise.. bleahs... talk bird words sia... bleahs.. Argh~!! I think this matter also wun so easy let go de norhx.. bleahs.. Haix... Saturday maybe going chiong le norhx.. hees... at last sia... no need stay in kampong le.. bleahs... if nvr go sure very sian de norhx.. bleahs.. haf to stay in hougang again.. haix... They now in mall norhx.. haix... Dunno why nowadays de me dun like to slack in hougang... bleahs.. haix... maybe slack in the same place for many yrs le... bleahs... Haix.. Haix.. Sianzation... bleahs... Just now Yan Ling call me norhx.. bleahs... say ah long de friend wan know me.. bleahs... Haas... but too bad i dun wan to know him.. haas... bleahs.. dun feel like knowing... haas... bleahs... Haix... Shi ying and cy enroll bike le leh.. bleahs... when my turn let me enroll my car sia.. bleahs.. i wait till my hair wan to grow white le leh.. haix... bleahs... haas... thinking if one day i become a car racer.. haas... cool huh??? lolx... think too much.. haas... bleahs... watch too much initial d le la.. haas... but really very cool leh.. haas... bleahs... lolx...

2005-06-28T03:26:00.000-07:00

Uploaded pics of Initial D

Takumi Fujiwara Aka Jay Chou... Wee u wee

Edison Aka Ryosuke Takahashi at Press Conference....

2005-06-28T02:44:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Zhou Jie Lun-Yi Lu Xiang Bei

Backie~!! Hees.. went to watch Initial d just now at Amk.. Haas.. finally watch this show sia.. so nice sia... if u are car lovers, better not miss this show wor.. hees.. Wah.. Takumi Fujiwara is my idol~!!!! Haas.. Jay Chou And Yu Wen Le so cool sia.. haas.. Edison soooo handsome worx... Wee u wee... The way they drive the cars so cool norhx.. bleahs... When they are racing.. quite excited.. bleahs... Now i understand why my bro loves car racing so much.. bleahs.. cos of the excitement and the 'kick' is damn high sia.. bleahs... Carssss.. my mind is full of carss now.. hees.. Initial d best sia.. bleahs.. Hmm.. Tml Ah Bee need to go court.. bleahs.. i think he also will go in sit de norhx.. cos second time kana caught play drugs le.. bleahs.. haix.. ke lian de Yeow Ping.. Haix.. Have to take care of Baby regina by herself le.. Haix.. yeow ping.. I give u moral support~!!! Hees.. not going sch later le.. bleahs.. dun feel like going.. hees.. Sianx.. Cars... Cars.. and Cars... ~!! haas.. *Wennie simply loves Takumi Fujiwara* hees..

Initial D

Wee u wee.. Ae86

Ae86

Ae86.. Takumi drives this in the show wor..

Ae86...

2005-06-27T19:15:00.000-07:00

Carssss.... i love cars.... hees.. when will i get my car license??? waiting and waiting.. bleahx..

2005-06-27T14:00:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Zhang Jing Xuan-Duan Dian

Sianzzz... nvr went for sch today.. hees.. dun feel like going norhx.. bleahs.. so sianx.. went National Skin Centre in the morning.. bleahs.. doctor say i have blocked pores in my nose.. bleahs.. give me 2 tubes of cream.. have to use long term to see the effect.. bleahs..

Hmm... didn't went out yesterday cos i'm fucking tired norhx.. slept at 9 plus yesterday norhx.. haas... so tired.. Bth! Luckily.. i nvr went for the chalet if not i will have to leave early.. bleahs...

HaiZzzz.. Missing eUu..

whAt aM i thInking??

hMphX...

2005-06-26T07:00:00.000-07:00

My heart is porcelain, its not easy to fix when broken.

2005-06-26T02:40:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Du De Wei-Chi Chi De Deng

Just came back from yeow ping's baby chalet nor.. bleahs.. sooo tired... my back so pain sia.. bleahs.. dunno why.. haix.. So happy norhx... I pass my history paper.. haas... first time sia.. haas... at least my hardwork pays off.. hees.. haven got back my social studies paper.. bleahs.. hope i will pass that too... hees.. after sch, meet mabel then go bugis together.. mabel start work on 1/7/05 le norhx... i went to interview for that job too.. bleahs.. he say he will call me again cos he need to plan his schedule norhx.. bla bla.. i think also wun want me de la.. cos i still have studies.. bleahs.. forget it norhx.. i just interview for fun only.. haas.. cos after mabel's interview.. mabel ask me go interview for part time.. bleahs.. last minute de.. hees.. after bugis headed to coastal sand resort.. bleahs...

Haix.. dunno why suddenly will think of this person sia... bleahs... tat time still dream of him sia... bleahs.. diaox... Haix... but now also nvr contact le norhx... Haix.. haix.. Memories are meant to be kept.. but sometimes memories make ppl feel so hurtx.. haix..

2005-06-24T11:35:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Yes 93.3

Back to blog... Went bugis this afternoon with ling qin norhx.. haas.. i miss her lots sia... finally got the chance to meet her wor.. hees.. We chat alot today wor... talking non-stop.. haas.. perhaps too long nvr meet le nor.. bleahs.. She study till very stress norhx.. haix.. *ke lian*... Qin ar.. dun stress urself norhx.. hees.. yan ling come find us at bugis wor... hees.. ling keep let me and ling qin shoot.. haas.. lolx... Bth~! After that.. me and ling headed to mall wor.. cos she meet ah long.. haas.. hmm.. dunno ling will got feelings back for ah long ma hoh??? haas.. bleahs.. hmm.. tml got sch norhx.. bleahs.. Baobei mabel will be meeting me tml.. pei her go bugis shopping and interview... Bleahs.. Why i keep going bugis huh???? haas.. diaox.. lolx.. *GONE*

2005-06-23T22:25:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Alex To: Bu Zou

Went to sch in the morning.. bleahs... got back my chemistry paper.. fail like hell sia... no surprise too.. hees.. my chemistry really very poor norhx.. need to improve alot.. bleahs.. haix.. got my o level's entry proof le wor... bleahs.. got posted to Nan Chiau High Sch for my o levels exams.. diaox... i stay hougang.. post me to seng kang... Crazy ar~! Y dun wan post me to schs in Hougang de leh??? Bleahs.. Crazy MOE~! Hees.. After sch.. i went to K box for K lunch with wei zhen and joyce wor.. Sang for about 2 hours nia.. EEEE... nvr will i go for K lunch anymore.. Sux.. the food sux... abit 'bo hua' also wor.. bleahs.. at night go better... bleahs.. Went straight home after k box cos i am so tired.. bleahs.. tml going bugis with ling qin... hees... i so long nvr see her le wor... fucking miss her lots sia.. bleahs.. so shock that she ask me out wor.. hees.. so excited.. heees.. tml can see le wor.. can disturb her le.. haas.. Saturday also going bugis wor... bleahs... cos my baobei mabel need to interview job wor.. so i accompany her go wor.. hees... Saturday can go out with her again le norhx.. hees.. Just now mabel called me norhx.. bleahs.. ask me wanna go watch movie with TAI DA???!!!!! but also got mabel and cy norhx.. diaox... lolx.. guess what i say??? hees... DUN WAN... Haas.. 'Initial d' my favourite show leh... got my yandaos and cars inside norhx.. haas.. of cos i must enojoy the show ma.. bleahs.. Also dunno what i do is right bo leh... bleahs.. dun like him of cos must dun give him hope ma.. haas.. Aiyo... I'm a brand new me le norhx... *faded memories*.. Love this type of tin is just a piece of shit.. haas.. Though it maybe beautiful... but come on la.. there is still pain and hurtz de wor... haas.. Relationship?? Love??... is just a game.. Anyway.. i don't give a damn.. just wanna be a happy me and free from relationship and love problems... bleahs.. putting aside all these things.. wanna pursue my dreams and finish up my o levels.. hees.. hmm.. my mum called Music Clinic and asked le norhx... Hmm... Maybe i will take basic de vocal training first.. den after i complete the vocal training le hohx... will try taking out composing songs worx.. hees. Las time learn before piano's theory but all the knowledge give back teacher le wor.. hees.. haix.. if not i can skip basic de composing songs wor.. bleahs.. bleahs.. Gonna dig up all my paino scores and see if i still remember.. bleahs.. I think wait for michelle come back le den can go register for singing le worx.. hees.. bleahs.. bleahs.. bla bla bla.. boo~! haas.. *DEAD*

2005-06-22T08:30:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Alex To: Jia Gei Wo

Backie~! hees.. As usual.. went to sch in the morning.. hees... got back my physics paper.. guess what?? I fail... Haix.. No surprise yeah?? haas.. But fail by 5 marks norhx.. bleahs.. At least my physcis improve le norhx.. not like last time single digit.. hees.. At first i bluff my mum say i fail by 1/2 mark.. cos i scare her nagging 'gong fu' norhx.. haas.. but i told her just now actually i fail by 5 marks.. hees.. she told me to work hard at least i got improve norhx.. hees.. bleahs.. so encouraging norhx.. hees.. Meet up with cy, mabel and tracy just now after my sch at mall norhx.. hees.. a few days nvr see them le norhx.. hmm.. baobei mabel nvr sleep the whole night norhx.. think she must be sleeping now le norhx.. They came my house just now norhx.. cos cy wanna bath.. haas.. slack at my house for awhile.. then janice jio me go study norhx.. headed to mall after that.. Aiyo.. i dun wanna be so naggy.. gonna say in a shorter way.. bleahs.. if not very 'Alibaba' leh.. haas.. Shi ying and cy went to enroll bike le norhx.. When its gonna be my turn sia??? My car??!!! bleahs... i went raffles city just now... bleahs.. guess for what?? haas.. massaging.. hees.. my mama's teacher help me massage norhx.. bleahs.. So pain leh.. Bth~! My blood circulation not good and play computer too long le norhx.. tats why my neck will pain... bleahs.. though very pain but very relax norhx.. hees.. My mum and me went to a salon at raffles place there norhx for a hair cut.. hees... i trim my hair only norhx.. my hair out of shape le norhx.. hees... *Missing in action*

New Haircut

2005-06-21T20:48:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Jolin Tsai-Zheng Yi Zhi Yan Bi Yi Zhi Yan

Didn't went to school today nor... cos i dun feel like going.. hees.. bleahs.. Went compass point with janice this afternoon... we meet up to study de wor... hees... she gave me notes that her school give de norhx.. hees.. We study awhile nia... haas.. we are chatting for the rest of the time.. haas.. too long nvr meet up le worx... tat's why got alot to talk about... janice change alot norhx.. she pierce her nose le... hmmm... put on make up too... hmm... getting more mature...

Shit~!! Dunno whats wrong with my phone sia... bleahs... Wei Zhen say she try calling me last saturday the whole night norhx... but cannot get through... she wan jio me go clubbing de norhx.. bleahs... Shit norhx... Miss the clubbing with her... bleahs.. my phone can tk and throw liao la.. haas... her friend also try calling my phone norhx... but cannot get through... bleahs... DUnno they got call wrong number ma leh.. hees...

Wei Zhen jio me go clubbing on Sat norhx... liquid room... hmm... dunno wan to go not leh... janice say she will confirm with me again cos she got to work on sat... see if she is able to off on sat ma lor.. if she off... hees... den we gonna rock and roll on sat le norhx.. hees... Went heartland mall yesterday... bleahs... wei zhen's sprained her hand norhx.. so pei her go see doctor... bleahs... her hand like pig hand... haas... haas...

Bought more stuffs for baby regina norhx just now at compass.. hees... her present is done.. lolx.. wrap properly also le wor.. hees... Hmm... dis sat is her baby de chalet le worx... hees... very miss her baby leh.. bleahs.. sat can see le norhx.. hees... Cutie cutie.. haas.. bleahs... *GONE*

2005-06-20T23:54:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Jolin tsai-Dan Shen Gong Hai

Meeting Wei zhen later... going school together norhx... but have to pei her go eat first... bleahs... sianx... sch reopen le norhx.. argh~!! Hmm... if later i were to get back my results.. dunno how to tell my mama norx... blahs.. die le ar... Haix...

2005-06-19T16:32:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Sun Yan Zi-Tian hei hei

Hmm... bloggie time... Went bugis and Tm with Yan ling, cy, mabel yesterday... After that tracy and Nat come bugis meet us norhx... lolx... Cy and natalie had a war yesterday norhx.. hahas.. natalie so funny norhx yesterday.. hahas... keep making us laugh... lolx.. haas... hmm... i shop till so song norhx.. hahas.. bought many many tins... hahas... so happy norhx.. hahas... my mama scold me... say i spent money like water... nvr save the money.. bleahs... must let me enjoy ma... bleahs... hees... must start saving money now le norhx... so many of my friends birthday coming le.. bleahs... Somemore next week Rui En 1 month birthday le norhx... haven finish buying her present yet.. bleahs... goona stuck at home save money again le norhx.. bleahs... Sianx.. tml sch re open le ar... Haix... have to buck up on my studies againx... bleahs... hahas... my mummy let me learn singing le norhx... hahas.. so happy... but she say i must study hard also norhx.. hahas... yeah~!! Hooray~!! bleahs.. Dunno when tracy and mic want to go Music Clinic register norhx.. hahas.. fast fast... hahas.. bleahs... I can't wait... hahas... bleahs.. bla bla bla...

Me and baobei Mabel in Bus 72 on the way to Tm

2005-06-17T14:00:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Jolin- Du Zhan Shen Hua

Hmm.. I'm backie le norhx... Nvr work today because i'm so tired and cannot wake up... haas.. my mum call me ask me stay at home... dun come cos just now raining ma... haas... song... bleahx... Alright... where should i start from nehx?? hmm... yesterday went k box with xuan, mabel, cy and mic norhx... lolx... I am crazy in jolin le norhx... Wah... she become very pretty le leh... i see so many of her MTV in K box... Ai Seh... So 'Mei Li' leh... How i wish i got half of his beauty den enough liao norhx... haas... lolx... See le her MTV hoh... I feel like keeping my hair long again le norhx.. den go perm... haas... haas... Bleahs... Hmm... My voice gone le norhx... bleahs... *Sad*... Too long nvr go KTV train voice le... lolx... Some pitch cannot sing up... bleahs... But mic say my singing improve le norhx.. haas... but i still think like shit haven reach up to the standard that i want... bleahs.... now every morning i must train my voice le norhx... Hees... I print up few songs de lyrics which i want to concentrate on de... haas... If dun train hohx... sure gone de norhx... lolx... den my dream gonna be shattered into into pieces le norhx... bleahs... I going to learn singing with Mic and xian le norhx... Haven discuss with my mama yet... bleahs.. dunno what she will say again... Hais...

2005-06-16T01:41:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Gigi Liang-You Shi Hou

I am back to blog again le.... bleahs.. just reach home from mall... After work went down mall meet cy, Xian, Mic, Hui, Yun, Josh, Rong and mabel... hmmm... slack at mall and plaza just now... lolx... back to my slacking life again le norhx.. lolx.. Sianx... hahas... today cy, josh and li yun very funny norhx... play soccer with can and coconut.. though abit lame la.. hahas... but the way they play very funny... Li yun use the coconut do head shot... lolx... stupid her... hahas... bleahs... hmm... nothing much to blog today... Tata...

Slacking outside mall..

2005-06-15T11:42:00.000-07:00

Hey hey... anyone of ya actually receive a mail from Cameron Malow stating that ur blog has been randomly selected as part of a small group among millions to represent the entire community of weblog authors? They are investigating the role of weblogs in the lives of their authors. Hmm.. they actually got this survey form which need me to fill up but i am having difficulties logging into the website... Bleahs...

Xiao En En.... Cute hoh... Hahass... 308 de Xiao Baobei

2005-06-14T10:40:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Sun Yan Zi-Tian Hei Hei

Bleahx... Damn pissed off... Early in the morning, my mum, ah yi and father bomb my house phone and my hp like crazy... shit them ar... bleahx.. my stupid bro cannot wake up for work... den they bomb my hp like siao... ask me call my bro wake up... bleahx... i yesterday night 'Shi Mian' leh... morning then sleep leh... Nb... den now cannot sleep liao la... later need to work... fucking shit leh... my damn bro... dunno how to 'Zuo Ren' also... shit de leh... nvr go work.. at least give ur boss a call ma... tell him sick or what ma... this wan also need my mum tell him... pig leh... sleep like a pig now... den now i cannot sleep... darn it... bleahx... pissed off... i so bei gei yan my bro now leh... bleahx... later i confirm scold him de... bleahx... ass hole...

2005-06-14T10:00:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Gigi Leong- Shun Shi Zhen

I am back... bleahx... so shag nehx... very tired... not enough sleep... haix... eyes wanna close le wor... Haix... Hmm... Before i went down to Singapore Expo to work, i went Tm to shop wor... Hahas... My shopping 'kick' very high sia... so decided to go Tm buy what i want norhx... Hmm... Bought 1 white and 1 pink spagetti strips and 1 basic tee which is in pink colour too from Giordano... Hahas... bought a top at e base wor... hahas... oh ya... also bought clothes for Yeow Ping's Baby Regina de 1 mth birthday... hahas... Spent a total of $60 over... bleahx... I am bankrupt now le norhs... have to save money again le wor... bleahx... Hahas... Great Singapore Sales leh... Dun go shop very wasted leh... haahs... typical singaporean right... hahas... lolx...

After my shopping... i headed Singapore Expo to work... bleahx... Wah.. got one yandao caught my eye leh... hahas.. also helping my mama work de leh... hahas... He wear brown colour contact lens... nose sharp sharp de... lolx... So yandao leh... Dunno why my mum so power sia... can go find so many guys help her work... somemore find tio so yandao de... hahas.. lolx... bleahx... Was damn pissed off by a customer today... bleahx... shit you... She book a cab which is supposed to come at 6... den the cab driver late ma... Den she was waiting and waiting and wait till she throw her temper... she scolded me sia and the auntie who is working with me de... Nb... Shit her la... The cab late as if got my business like that... bleahx... as if i am driving the cab.... Shit her sia... Come from thailand so what... big fuck... Like a mad girl shouting like that... Still say wan call police... Eh... fuck off la... wan call police go call la.. nobody stop u norhx... Let's see who win... hahas.. Fucking pissed off by her... make me look down on people from Thailand... so rude and impatient... bleahx... I don own u a living sia... Dun let me see u tml ar... sure gonna make things difficult for ya... bleahx... Later got cab i also say no cab for you ar... hahas. hahass...

Bought this top at Century Square E base $19

Bought this for Baby Regina 1 month birthday worx... pink colour de leh... hahas..

2005-06-14T02:00:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Mario Winans ft P. Diddy - I Don't Want To Know

I am backie to blog again le nor... hahas... today blog so many times... bleahx.. just now went mall meet cy they all wor... i miss them to the bits... hahas... so bth must go out meet them... hahas... do some catching up with them... hmm... Later haf to wake ur early and i am not alseep yet... bleahx... hahas.. hmm... just now yeow ping and ah bee also got come down find us wor... hahas... Ah bee change a lot wor... He become very 'Si Wen' le nor... hmm... good improvement... Change till got 'papa' de 'wei dao' le wor... hahas... Hope he will dote yeow ping and his baby Regina... hahas... Hmm... I am so pissed off by my brother sia... bleahx him ar... make me feel like i am a fool like that... bleahx... The conversation goes on like that...

Bro: Hey... i like your colour of your hair... what colour?

Me: Eh... i don't know what colour leh... i see the colour book then tell them i wan this wan leh..

Bro: Hmmm... I like leh... Go where dye? Dye how much?

Me: Pearl Centre... $30...

Bro: I like your hair leh... Nice leh

Me: (touching my hair)... My hair nice hoh...

Bro: (gave me a stupid smile)... I say ur hair colour nice... not ur hair nice...

Me: Diaox... Shit you la...

Make me so paiseh infront of him... Bleahx... Shit him sia... Talk also dunno how to talk properly... bleahx... hahas.. Hmm... Yeow Ping wanna make blog also nor... I going to help her with her blog... Hmm.. Luckily now got tracy can help me with it le wor... hahas.. if not i going to become 'Pa Jiao'... hahas...

yEow ping's baby Regina... Cute hoh??

Winnie The Pooh's tape... Tracy give me de nor...

2005-06-13T11:42:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Sun Yan Zi-Ai Qin Zheng Shu

Morning... hahas... wake up at ten plus... bleahx... so sianx sia... wake up so early also nth to do... my friends sure sleeping de... bleahx.. *boring* Rotten at home for many many days le wor... i wan die le la... Haix... Haix... I think i will be meeting them today if they dun sleep till so late... lolx... they always come out at 8 or 9 plus... i will be feeling very tired at that time le wor.. so lazy come out nor... lolx... My time and their time not same le nor... Now healthy lifestyle... lolx... Oh ya hoh... Will start work tml le nor... bleahx... go help out my mum at Singapore Expo... bleahx... 1 hr $6 wor... hahas... i go there sure slack de... hahas... sit for 7 hrs nia... hahas... lolx... Tml start le nor... sure no time meet my friends le wor... haix... Sianx... bleahx... bleahx...

Hmm.... about cindy and tracy de tins ar... lolx... scare me sia... actually its a misunderstanding lai de wor... Haix... Cindy misunderstand tracy de words le wor... Haix yo... also dun understand why cindy so angry about it... bleahx... Hmm... but also cannot blame cindy got this type of thinking de la... is kwang dui bu qi her de... lolx... aiya... anyway the conclusion to this tin is not worth quarreling over a guy.. bleahx... bo liaox... just put a full stop to everything... tat will be an end le nor... bleahx...

2005-06-13T04:00:00.000-07:00

Mummy not at home so i have to eat my own lunch... hahas... cook mushroom soup just now.

Yum yum... delicious... bleahx...

Took a few pictures just now... bored to death... entertain myself.... hahas... *Zi Lian Kuang*

2005-06-12T10:41:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Energy-Yan Lei De Wei Dao

I am back to blog again le wor... hahas... rotten at home for a few days le wor... lolx... slacking at home watching television programmes everyday... hmm... Went to read Tracy's and cindy's blog... Aiyo.... 2 girls quarreling over 1 guy... aiyo... 1 guy only sia... no need quarrel till like that ma... haix... Friends more important wor... guys everywhere also have de ar... haix yo yo... Really so surprise sia... so many days nvr come out so many things happen... hmm...

Went Mall with my mama today... hmm... i miss moi friends... hahas.. very long nvr see them le wor... hmm... they went compass point today... nvr meet them today cos i dun wan to miss Energy's performance today at Channel 8... hehe... hmm... Energy last album quite nice wor... the songs inside the album very meaningful... hmm... too bad... this is the last album... after this album, they are going to 'Jie San' le wor... *sad*

2005-06-07T08:28:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Guo Mei Mei-Lao Shu Ai Da Mi

Hmm... Went for my science paper yesterday... think i am gonna flung my science subject too... Haix... Gosh~! Dunno what's gonna happen when i got my paper back... bleahx.. Haix.. Still sick... not yet recover... haix... keep waking up in the middle of night... haix... blocked nose and coughing... feeling so terrible sia cannot sleep... haix... hmm... heard cy say that mannde was admitted to hospital yesterday because of 'Mang Cang Yan'. Hmm... Mannde ar.. must tk good care wor..

today is kwang's birthday wor... he having a bbq at pasri ris... hmm... will try to turn up ba.. hApPy biRtHdAy tO kWanG....

2005-06-05T07:15:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Lil' Jon And the Eastside boys-Love and friends

Hmm... have not been blogging... dun haf the time and i am sick... haix.... my fever went up to 40 degrees wor... Haix... went to 24 hr clinic last night... doctor gave me an injection wor so that my fever will go off faster... haix... sway sia... dunno why like tt... bleahx... haix.... took my maths paper on friday... dots... i am going flung my maths... i dun even know how to answer the questions sia... dots... think i did not practice enough... haix... sianx... feeling giddy now... haf to rest le... will update again when i am feelin good...

2005-06-01T11:00:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Tata Young- I Think Of You

Hmm... Have not been blogging this few days because i am so busy with my studies... Exams start today... Sit for my english paper today... Haix... paper 2 sure gone.... Haix... Think going to get a F9 ar... Haix... I dun even understand the passage ar... So chim... Haix... Hmmm... Spent my evening studying History and Social Studies... Hmm... Dunno since when i become so hardworking sia... lolx... Will study for my history and write notes... Never study for my history when i was in sch... lolx.. always flung that subject... haha... If i were last time de me... lolx.. only 2 words... 'HACK CARE'... hahas..

Hmm... saw kwang today at PS... Guess what... he beat up my school friend de friend ar... kaox... my friend call me and ask me about kwang... Shit... i call kwang... and found out that dunno who ka who lan jiao wei la... Haix... den its tt guy start the fight first de wor... Haix... Aiyo... Kwang beat till the guy head swollen ar... Aiyo... So jia lat sia... Dunno if tml i go sch my friend will say what sia... Aiya... hack care ar... anyway its none of my fucking business... Hahas...

Went compass point slack with wei zhen and joyce today after school... hmm... hahas.... though quite bored la... but we just laugh till crazy... hahas...

hafto rest early... having papers tml wor... must have a clear mind... hahas..

not forgetting to wish this particular person... all the best... and... treasure wor... hahas...

2005-05-29T16:00:00.000-07:00

Listening to: 98 Degrees- I do cherish you

Just came back from mall... slack with cy, mabel and nat just now wor... hahas... went to meet wei zhen at green today... bleahx... jio me go study den in the end when i reach there... she did not bring books but instead bring her labtop down... diaox... bleahx... hmm... slack with her at green just now.. lolx... she told me lots about bunk de things and thinking wor.. hahas... let me have a better understanding about bunks... hahas... Hmm... just now give cy shoot about tai da de tins... bleahx... suddenly can feel tracy's feelings whenever cy shoot her sia... bleahx... so gao wei sia... Haix... Dun have feelings mean dun have ma... haix... how to force sia... haix... Dun understand.. haix... What i need now the most is time... TIME... TIME.... Haix... *DEAD*

*love cannot be force... Dun force me... i hate it...*

2005-05-28T03:00:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Vivian-Ai Xiao De Yan Jing

Have not been blogging this few days... was damn pissed off with my blog... My blog was down with problems last few days wor... Haix... My template gone... Dunno why too... Haix... Have to re-make it again... haix... spending nights and days to do sia.... sacrifice my sleeping time too... now have dark circles... bleahx.. like panda wor... Haix... Have to *bao yang* now... Haix... Hmm... Have a small quarrel with zhen hui the other time round... Haix... partly also my fault la... should not have vent my anger on her... haix... I was damn pissed off the other time because of my blog... Haix... Then she come and talk to me about her model thingy... Haix.. I forget that i told her that i not confrim got go wor... Haix... I nvr go down then i nvr msg her... Haix... I am sorry, babe... hope u dun angry le wor... Haix...

Went to watch House of the wax with cy today... Wow... that show is really fantastic sia... Hahas... Till now, i still can remember the story line... Hahas... Hmm... today tracy angry wor... cos we nvr jio her go watch... Haix... Sorry wor... cos we thought u watch b4 le so wun go watch with us de... Haix... Read xian's blog... Haix... Xian ar... I am alright de wor... nothing happen to me... I dun haf any xin shi wor... dun worry... Hmm... her blog put that if she go back kwang side i will go find my xin fu le... Hmm... anyway... i will ans ur question now... you go back kwang side... i admit i will feel more happy... because i just hope to see u 2 back together again... dun worry... i wun force u de... the choice is up to u de wor... i will still respect ur decision no matter what... Dun go hate kwang for making me in this state... anyway... everything is the past le... i forget everything le... i learn to move on with my life and never look back again cos we must live in the present and not in the past... Hope u will understand wor... But hoh... dun because i wan see u 2 back together den u go patch back leh... even if u dun choose to go back kwang side... its ok de la... you happy can le... hmm... last but no least... just wanna tell u that kwang will be the one meant for you de... wun regret de wor... go hao hao think what u really want de lor... k... and hoh... though our distance maybe far right now... but this wun go on for long de... we will go back to like last time de... dun worry... you will always be my best ever hao and cute sister wor... i love u... muack... hahas...

My lump in my neck is back again... wah... shit de leh... so pain sia... Haix... Sad sia... why am i always a weako de huh... always sick de.. bleahx... i hate it so much sia... haix... Suan le.. *Ming ZHong Zhu Ding* Going to my lala land soon le... *Gone*

2005-05-24T04:15:00.000-07:00

Hmm... Just finish decorating my blog.. hmm... Looks nicer ma?? hahas... Give some comments wor... eh.. have change my midi to tong hua... I love this song alots... and the song do suit my blog's decoration... hahas...

2005-05-23T01:25:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Ben Shi Wen Bing-Jue Ding

Hmm... back from Ah ting's wedding... hahas... Ah ting so beautiful sia... hahas... *Xian Mu*... lolx... She is one of my first friend who get married so fast sia... She really very xin fu wor... hahas... She is really a beauty tonight... kekex... Ting oie... married le wor... must tk good care wor k... remember must come down find us wor... hahas... gonna miz ya lots... hehex...

After ting's wedding, we went down to mall lame... lolx... I very sway sia... I bought the mushroom soup from 7-11 store... den in the end... it turn out watery and not milky.. haix... den cy and mabel went to help me buy again... den when i open the soup... the soup pour and splash onto my dress.... Shit de leh... so sway... make me mood swing.. bleahx... Nvr will i drink the instant mushroom soup again... haix... Tml going down with Zhen Hui to Holland Village Tony and Guy to be her hair model... Haix... Also not confirm my hair length can ma wor... haix... If cannot den too bad wor... haix... Dye wor... hahas... Sianx... Later still have to go sch... haix.. so sianx leh... the moment i think that got sch make me feel so pissed off... hahas.. slack for so many days le wor... haha... but still not enough... hahas... Hmm... Dua Ya peh give us a number wor... den i ask my father go buy... haha... guess what.. it comes up in consolation prize haha... my father give me and my mother each $60 only... bleahx... so little... hahas... better den nothing... lolx... hmm... gonna stop here... see ya peeps... lolx...

2005-05-22T16:44:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Guang Liang-Tong Hua

Hmm... just reach home not long ago... Hmm... Quite happy about it... Though i dun really enjoy myself... but i am really touched in every single little things that my friends has done... the presents that they gave me really touched me alots... I am really very happy about it... hmmm... really thanks a lot friends... i love ya all lots... haha... Saw kwang just now... glad that he did come down... and also nothing happen... haha. was hoping that there will not be a fight or what... haha... it turns up the way i want... haha... Hmm... was hoping to see kwang and xian talk to each other... but in the end... never... hmm... never mind la.. there will be a day which i will see them good again like last time de...

Hax... Once told myself before that when the last teardrop falls, i will learn to move on with my life and never look back again... hmmm... Since the last teardrop has falled, everything will become the past le... and never will i look back again... Hax...

Anyway... thanks for everything friends...